When shadows dieSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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When shadows die
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century
“In the first winter of our marriage news came to us of my father’s
death, and we mourned him deeply, as you know. Added to grief for his
loss was anxiety for the fate of the child he had promised to adopt and
educate. No news came to me of my boy. I knew not even if the quarterly
payments had been kept up. When we went to Baltimore, however, to buy my
mourning outfit, I took the opportunity to send a bill of exchange for a
hundred pounds to Mary Chester on account, and asked her to send me news
of the boy, and to direct her letter to Bryantown, to which place I
intended to go, and I did go at intervals, in hope to find a letter, but
none ever came.
“In the spring I received a terrible shock. Report came that a schooner
had been wrecked on the shore, and that but one life had been saved—the
life of a child who had been washed up on the sands and found there
living.
“This child I heard was at the house of Miss Bayard, who was taking care
of him.
“I went—as everybody went—from curiosity to see the little waif.
“There happened to be no visitor at the house when I entered Miss
Bayard’s parlor. She was talkative, as usual, and told me all about the
wreck and rescue as it is known to you and to all that community. And
she took me into the bedroom adjoining the parlor to look upon the
sleeping boy.
“There he lay upon the clean patchwork quilt, crosswise upon the bed,
his flaxen head upon the snowy pillow, a gray woolen shawl spread over
him.
“I approached and stooped to look at his face.
“Heaven of heavens!
“Think—think what I must have felt on recognizing my own child!
“Surprise, delight, wonder, terror—all shook me in turns as I gazed.
“‘Eh, ma’am! I don’t wonder it gives you a turn! It did me, I tell you!’
the good woman whispered, as she stood beside me.
“In a tumult of emotion I withdrew from the room. I was afraid the child
might open his eyes and see me, and I knew as surely as I had recognized
him would the little one remember me, and call me by my name as soon as
he should set eyes upon me.
“I was afraid to stay any longer, or to ask any more questions, lest I
should in some manner betray myself. I took leave of Miss Bayard, and
left the house.
“The rescued child was the talk of the county for the whole season.
Every one wondered and speculated as to the boy’s birth and social
position, but no one could decide upon it, for there was no mark on the
nightdress in which the little one had been found.
“In a few days I heard that you, my beloved and honored husband—you, of
all men—had taken upon yourself the cost of the child’s maintenance and
education; that you had engaged to pay Miss Bayard a liberal quarterly
allowance for her care of the boy, and to send him to school, as soon as
he should be old enough to go.
“Then, when I heard this, my better angel urged me to confide in you—to
confess the truth and throw myself upon your mercy—the mercy of the
truest, noblest, tenderest heart that ever beat!
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