When the birds fly southCoblentz, Stanton A. (Stanton Arthur)
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When the birds fly south
Coblentz, Stanton A. (Stanton Arthur)
Afghanistan -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
As the evening twilight came earlier and the trees were burnished
a deeper scarlet and gold, a strange mood came over Yasma. She was
no longer her old frolicsome self; she would no longer go dancing
light-heartedly among the woods and fields; she would not greet me
with laughter when I returned to our cabin, nor play her little games
of hide-and-seek, nor smile at me in the old winsome whimsical way.
But she was as if burdened with a deep sorrow. Her eyes had the look
of one who suffers but cannot say why; her actions were as mechanical
as though her life-interest had forsaken her. She would sit on the
cabin floor for hours at a time, staring into vacancy; she would stand
with eyes fastened upon the wild birds as their successive companies
went winging southward; she would gaze absently up at Yulada, or would
mumble unintelligible prayers; she would go off by herself into the
forest, and when she returned her cheeks would be moist.
At times, indeed, she struggled to break loose from this melancholia.
For a moment the old sweet untroubled smile would come back into her
eyes, and she would take my hand, and beg me not to mind her queer
ways; but after a few minutes the obsession would return. Now and then
she would be actually merry for a while, but I would fancy that in her
very gaiety there was something strained; and more than once her jovial
mood ended in tears. I could not understand her conduct; I was more
deeply worried than she could have known; and often when she sat at my
side, wrapped in some impenetrable revery, I would be absorbed in a
bleak revery of my own, wherein Yasma would have the central place.
Yet, even at this late date, it would have been possible to avert
catastrophe. Dimly I recognized that I had only to release Yasma from
her promise, and she would be once more her buoyant, happy self. But I
could not bring myself to the necessary point. In part I was restrained
by the very urge of self-preservation, by the threat of madness if I
must live alone winter after winter; in part I was held back by sheer
stubbornness, the determination not to surrender the prize on which
I had set my heart. And in part I was misled by my own blindness. I
still felt that I had only to win this one victory, and happiness would
shine for me again; that once I had weaned Yasma from her long yearly
absences, neither of us would have anything more to fear.
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