"Even in its faintest form there is this distinction between a
call to the ministry and a choice of other professions: a young
man may _wish_ to be a physician; he may _desire_ to enter the
navy; he would _like_ to be a farmer; but he feels he _ought_ to
be a minister. It is this feeling of _ought_, or obligation,
which in its feeblest form indicates the Divine call. It is not
in the aptitude, taste, or desire, but in the conscience, that
its root is found. It is the voice of God to the human conscience,
saying, 'You ought to preach.'"
Sometimes the call comes as distinctly as though a voice had
spoken from the skies into the depths of the heart.
A young man who was studying law was converted. After a while he
was convicted for sanctification, and while seeking he heard, as
it were, a voice, saying, "Will you devote all your time to the
Lord?" He replied: "I am to be a lawyer, not a preacher, Lord."
But not until he had said, "Yes, Lord," could he find the
blessing.
A thoughtless, godless young fellow was working in the corn-field
when a telegram was handed him announcing the death of his
brother, a brilliant and devoted Salvation Army Field Officer;
and there and then, unsaved as he was, God called him, showed him
a vast Army with ranks broken, where his brother had fallen, and
made him to feel that he should fill the breach in the ranks.
Fourteen months later he took up the sword, and entered the Fight
from the same platform from which his brother fell, and is to-day
one of our most successful and promising Field Officers.
Again, the call may come as a quiet suggestion, a gentle
conviction, as though a gossamer bridle were placed upon the
heart and conscience to guide the man into the work of the Lord.
The suggestion gradually becomes clearer, the conviction
strengthens until it masters the man, and if he seeks to escape
it, he finds the silken bridle to be one of stoutest thongs and
firmest steel.
It was so with me. When but a boy of eleven, I heard a man
preaching, and I said to myself, "Oh, how beautiful to preach!"
Two years later I was converted, and soon the conviction came
upon me that I should preach. Later, I decided to follow another
profession; but the conviction increased in strength, while I
struggled against it, and turned away my ears and went on with my
studies. Yet in every crisis, or hour of stillness, when my soul
faced God, the conviction that I must preach burned itself deeper
into my conscience. I rebelled against it. I felt I would almost
rather (but not quite) go to Hell than to submit. Then at last a
great "Woe is me, if I preach not the Gospel," took possession of
me, and I yielded, and God won. Hallelujah!
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