Mexico -- History -- Revolution, 1910-1920 -- Fiction
"... I can remember Andrea. As blind as I am, I can see her. I wanted
to marry her, but you know all that folly. That was the year we got
almost no corn at all." Bitterness and rotten teeth and food left over
from breakfast clogged his speech and yet Angelina understood him and
listened because she felt sick and lonely.
"What a stupid man I was." He chuckled. "I sold her, sold my Andrea.
Slave ... I was her slave and I sold her. What if she loved somebody
else? I still wanted her. Can you remember a beautiful face?" He
stirred painfully on his bed. "I was nineteen--that was the year I
killed my father. Out of my head ... I sold her." His voice had
slowed, the gravity of those days pressing him. "God, that was a
dreadful year...."
"What ever became of Andrea?" Angelina asked, taking a piece of toast
from his tray. They were having breakfast together.
"She died in Manzanillo ... typhoid."
He felt the weight of Angelina's body on the bed and groped to touch
her.
"My eyes are worse today. Those glasses haven't helped much. I'll
have to have another pair made."
Angelina forgot to listen; Chavela came for the dishes, rattling things
and talking at the same time. "There's no beef to eat today," she
said. "Marcelino says there's been no slaughtering."
"We must have some eggs," said Angelina. "Chickens lay eggs even when
there's shooting. I suppose you could have someone kill a chicken or
two."
Chavela inspected her tray of soiled dishes blankly. "An omelette,"
she suggested.
"Better a hen," said Angelina.
"Chavela ... cigarette," said Fernando.
Chavela gazed questioningly at Angelina.
"Give him a cigarette, Chavela."
"Sí ... right away."
Chavela's bare feet retreated soundlessly, the dishes rattling. She
wondered if all of them were to be killed at Petaca, ignominiously,
falling about the fountain, bleeding on the cobbles, moaning. She
tripped on a crack, hurt her toe and swore furiously.
Angelina lost herself in reverie. She saw the rays of sun, the
bedroom, a picture on the wall; she saw Petaca as a fort and imagined
herself stealthily opening the gate, fleeing across fields to the
lagoon; she would cross it in a dugout ... on the other side it was
dark; she was alone, weeping. She felt her way through the bush and a
hand reached toward her, the fingers transparent, evolving into a dog's
paw ... finally, a dog trotted beside her.
"Mona, la Mona," she whispered.
"What did you say?" Fernando asked.
"Nothing," she said.
She walked to the door and went slowly toward the serpentine fountain
and leaned over it and stared at the fish that huddled under greenery.
Sloshing water with her hand, she gazed about her. The dog was there.
It followed her upstairs, to her door.
Breathlessly, she slammed the door.
Breathing fast, she opened her wardrobe and removed her fur; she
stroked it and kissed it and laid it on the bed. Lying beside it, she
said:
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