Mexico -- History -- Revolution, 1910-1920 -- Fiction
"No, I haven't," said Raul.
"He's sided with the revolutionists!"
My God, today ... tomorrow ... so we change to save our skins, thought
Raul. He asked his maid for cigarette paper and tobacco and rolled a
cigarette as he finished his coffee.
"We came back to the house to bury my father," he reminded Manuel.
"We're burying the past too," he added.
It took hours to dig Don Fernando free, even with the help of Luis and
Gabriel. In the late afternoon they carried his body to the grove and
Gabriel knelt by his shallow grave and prayed. The sky was clear, the
sun hot; the wind whipped Gabriel's robe. His spectacles in his hand,
he prayed for decency, a better world, kinder men. Parrots snickered
and whispered in the grove while Esteban covered the old man.
Raul had anticipated his father's death too long to be moved. He felt
relieved, but it was an unbalanced sense of relief, for he could not
forget Pedro's death or the burning house and the ravaged mill. Did it
mean anything that both these men had died on the same day? Sitting
close to Caterina's grave, he thought of the prayers that lay buried
everywhere in the world. I believe in God ... why? Because ...
because some people are kind and faithful. Lucienne. Manuel. Farias.
Caterina. Vicente.... Birds from the nearest palms drifted past him,
their wings sighing.
The men left the cemetery.
A little smoke rose from the volcano as Raul and Gabriel returned to
the house. Gabriel made a remark about the swift changes.
"Life has become treacherous too," said Raul sadly. "I wanted changes
to be slow, remember? You said: Don't take the law in your hands. I
have killed today. Pedro. Did you know?"
"I didn't know," said Gabriel, and crossed himself. "Our old world has
gone. God help you, my son." It hurt him that Raul had killed; he had
promised Pedro to the law but more than that he had promised Raul a
clear conscience.
"I'm giving up Petaca," said Raul.
They paused in front of the old house, where further earthquake damage
was obvious: part of the reconstructed veranda had fallen; Fernando's
room gaped; the living-room roof had caved in at one end and smoke
seeped out, blowing low over the house and garden.
"I'm giving it up. I won't risk more lives. We can't go on defending
the house indefinitely. We'll save what we can, before all is lost."
He remembered the broken box of dominoes. Hands in his pockets, he
faced Gabriel, savage disappointment on his face.
Gabriel had removed his glasses and was wiping his eyes. He wished he
need not reply.
"Of course ... yes," he said, wanting proper words, feeling Raul's
gaze. "Yes ... Raul ... you must."
What would Raul do? Live in Colima perhaps? Perhaps Guadalajara? In
spite of his weariness, in spite of his sadness, a ray of hope
returned: could it be Italy, before he died?
Velasco appeared on the veranda and waved something. Raul turned
toward the steps.
"Someone's hurt," he said.
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