Mexico -- History -- Revolution, 1910-1920 -- Fiction
He filled his brandy glass again, and reread the letter. Sweat had
broken out on his forehead; it trickled over the backs of his hands,
ran down under his arms. A man stopped to question him but Raul
ordered him away, not so much as glancing at him.
He felt Angelina's eyes focused on him accusingly; their luminosity
made him get up and leave the patio. Down by the pool, he found the
silence he wanted. On a bench he stared at the leaf-dotted water,
fighting his sense of nightmare.
Such a letter--at such a time.
Yet he read it once more and began to think of leaving, riding
horseback, catching a freight to Guadalajara. Some said freight trains
went through, once in a while.
He folded the letter, put it in his pocket, and walked away. He must
find Manuel. In his simple, small room, on his bed, leaning against
the wall, Raul was able to think straight. To Manuel he explained his
decision to give up Petaca. A lamp burned below the old Chiapan
hanging ... some old clothes dangled from the wooden peg. The room was
quiet. Lamplight brought out Manuel's kind features, his weariness....
How he had aged!
"I want us to eat together and then I'll ride to Colima tonight. I
must go to her. You will be in charge here. Save what you can,
Manuel."
Raul was glad Manuel did not talk: he wanted the silence, the silence
of his room, their silence. He remembered to ask about Manuel's head
injury. Then there was the silence again.
"You'll be all right in Guadalajara. You'll be able to reach her,"
Manuel said, that old bond coming to the fore. "I'll be waiting for
you here, or in Colima. I can't eat now, my friend. Go with God,
Raul." And he stood up, knowing how hard it was for him to go.
"Goodbye, Manuel."
For Raul, it was easier to get to Guadalajara than he had supposed. By
the next day he found a freight that carried him and others as well--a
slow ride, but not hazardous. They had bad water or no water. Some of
the people were ill. At the many stops they got fruit, _tacos_ and
tortillas. Those who had money paid; those who had no money begged.
Raul made a little corner for himself in an old red boxcar, the
splintered floor full of holes. He sat among rich and poor. Since the
train seldom moved fast, the heat poured on them and they looked
forward to the night. And they arrived in Guadalajara in the small
hours of the night, their second day out of Colima.
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