Where Angels Fear to TreadForster, E. M. (Edward Morgan)
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Where Angels Fear to Tread
Forster, E. M. (Edward Morgan)
Culture conflict -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Humorous stories; Middle class -- England -- Fiction
“To succeed where Lilia failed! To be your housekeeper, your slave,
you--” The words she would like to have said were too violent for her.
“To look after the baby, certainly,” said he.
“The baby--?” She had forgotten it.
“It is an English marriage,” he said proudly. “I do not care about the
money. I am having her for my son. Did you not understand that?”
“No,” said Miss Abbott, utterly bewildered. Then, for a moment, she saw
light. “It is not necessary, Signor Carella. Since you are tired of the
baby--”
Ever after she remembered it to her credit that she saw her mistake at
once. “I don’t mean that,” she added quickly.
“I know,” was his courteous response. “Ah, in a foreign language (and
how perfectly you speak Italian) one is certain to make slips.”
She looked at his face. It was apparently innocent of satire.
“You meant that we could not always be together yet, he and I. You are
right. What is to be done? I cannot afford a nurse, and Perfetta is too
rough. When he was ill I dare not let her touch him. When he has to
be washed, which happens now and then, who does it? I. I feed him, or
settle what he shall have. I sleep with him and comfort him when he is
unhappy in the night. No one talks, no one may sing to him but I. Do not
be unfair this time; I like to do these things. But nevertheless (his
voice became pathetic) they take up a great deal of time, and are not
all suitable for a young man.”
“Not at all suitable,” said Miss Abbott, and closed her eyes wearily.
Each moment her difficulties were increasing. She wished that she was
not so tired, so open to contradictory impressions. She longed for
Harriet’s burly obtuseness or for the soulless diplomacy of Mrs.
Herriton.
“A little more wine?” asked Gino kindly.
“Oh, no, thank you! But marriage, Signor Carella, is a very serious
step. Could you not manage more simply? Your relative, for example--”
“Empoli! I would as soon have him in England!”
“England, then--”
He laughed.
“He has a grandmother there, you know--Mrs. Theobald.”
“He has a grandmother here. No, he is troublesome, but I must have him
with me. I will not even have my father and mother too. For they would
separate us,” he added.
“How?”
“They would separate our thoughts.”
She was silent. This cruel, vicious fellow knew of strange refinements.
The horrible truth, that wicked people are capable of love, stood naked
before her, and her moral being was abashed. It was her duty to rescue
the baby, to save it from contagion, and she still meant to do her duty.
But the comfortable sense of virtue left her. She was in the presence of
something greater than right or wrong.
Forgetting that this was an interview, he had strolled back into the
room, driven by the instinct she had aroused in him. “Wake up!” he cried
to his baby, as if it was some grown-up friend. Then he lifted his foot
and trod lightly on its stomach.
Miss Abbott cried, “Oh, take care!” She was unaccustomed to this method
of awakening the young.
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