Where Angels Fear to TreadForster, E. M. (Edward Morgan)
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Where Angels Fear to Tread
Forster, E. M. (Edward Morgan)
Culture conflict -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Humorous stories; Middle class -- England -- Fiction
“But I say it’s not enough--you can’t go back to the old life if you
wanted to. Too much has happened.”
“I know that,” she said sadly.
“Not only pain and sorrow, but wonderful things: that tower in the
sunlight--do you remember it, and all you said to me? The theatre, even.
And the next day--in the church; and our times with Gino.”
“All the wonderful things are over,” she said. “That is just where it
is.”
“I don’t believe it. At all events not for me. The most wonderful things
may be to come--”
“The wonderful things are over,” she repeated, and looked at him so
mournfully that he dare not contradict her. The train was crawling up
the last ascent towards the Campanile of Airolo and the entrance of the
tunnel.
“Miss Abbott,” he murmured, speaking quickly, as if their free
intercourse might soon be ended, “what is the matter with you? I
thought I understood you, and I don’t. All those two great first days at
Monteriano I read you as clearly as you read me still. I saw why you
had come, and why you changed sides, and afterwards I saw your wonderful
courage and pity. And now you’re frank with me one moment, as you used
to be, and the next moment you shut me up. You see I owe too much to
you--my life, and I don’t know what besides. I won’t stand it. You’ve
gone too far to turn mysterious. I’ll quote what you said to me: ‘Don’t
be mysterious; there isn’t the time.’ I’ll quote something else: ‘I and
my life must be where I live.’ You can’t live at Sawston.”
He had moved her at last. She whispered to herself hurriedly. “It is
tempting--” And those three words threw him into a tumult of joy. What
was tempting to her? After all was the greatest of things possible?
Perhaps, after long estrangement, after much tragedy, the South had
brought them together in the end. That laughter in the theatre, those
silver stars in the purple sky, even the violets of a departed spring,
all had helped, and sorrow had helped also, and so had tenderness to
others.
“It is tempting,” she repeated, “not to be mysterious. I’ve wanted often
to tell you, and then been afraid. I could never tell any one else,
certainly no woman, and I think you’re the one man who might understand
and not be disgusted.”
“Are you lonely?” he whispered. “Is it anything like that?”
“Yes.” The train seemed to shake him towards her. He was resolved that
though a dozen people were looking, he would yet take her in his
arms. “I’m terribly lonely, or I wouldn’t speak. I think you must know
already.” Their faces were crimson, as if the same thought was surging
through them both.
“Perhaps I do.” He came close to her. “Perhaps I could speak instead.
But if you will say the word plainly you’ll never be sorry; I will thank
you for it all my life.”
She said plainly, “That I love him.” Then she broke down. Her body was
shaken with sobs, and lest there should be any doubt she cried between
the sobs for Gino! Gino! Gino!
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