France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"Does he love me? I am quite sure, had I been in his place, that I
should have awaited his coming with impatience and greeted him with joy.
I should have seen in it only a proof of love, and I should have
forgotten the dangers he had incurred in the rapture of meeting. When
two persons love, there is no sorrow so great as to be separated by
death. The one who survives can but be wretched for the rest of his
life; and the kindest and most generous wish the departing soul can
frame is that the loved one left behind, may soon follow."
Dolores made no reply. She understood the deep despondency which had
taken possession of Antoinette's mind. Her own sorrow was no less
poignant, but it was mitigated by a feeling of serenity and resignation,
which was constantly gaining strength now that what has just passed had
convinced her of the necessity of her sacrifice; and, from that moment,
there reigned in the heart of Dolores, a boundless self-abnegation, a
constant desire to insure the happiness of her friend by the surrender
of her own. The remainder of the day passed uneventfully. Dolores and
Antoinette made only one more visit to the hall below, and then Philip
avoided them.
"He is suffering," said Antoinette. "What troubles him?"
She could learn this only by learning, at the same time, that Philip was
not only indifferent to her, but that his love was given to Dolores. The
latter, faithful to her vow, carefully concealed Philip's secret from
her friend. That evening, before they retired, the two girls talked long
and sadly of the past. They lived over again the happy hours they had
spent together; and when, overcome with weariness, sleep at last
overtook them, they fancied themselves once more in the Chateau de
Chamondrin. Dolores was listening to the Marquis, as he divulged the
hopes he had centred on Philip, and planned a noble and wealthy alliance
which would restore the glory of his name. But Antoinette's thoughts
had taken a different course. When she awoke in the morning, her mind
reverted to the days which had immediately followed her arrival at the
chateau five years before--the days when love suddenly sprang up and
blossomed in her soul. Then, she recalled a morning when Philip
requested an interview with her. She believed herself beloved, and stole
to the trysting-place in a transport of unspeakable joy. What
consternation filled her heart when Philip told her of his love for
Dolores, and entreated her to plead his cause! The painful impression
produced by this scene gradually faded after Dolores left the chateau to
enter the convent at Avignon, and when Antoinette saw Philip becoming,
each day, more and more favorably disposed toward herself; but now this
impression returned again even more strongly and vividly than before,
and awakened fresh sorrow and despair in the poor girl's soul. Philip's
desire to postpone their marriage and his failure to keep his promises
were now explained. The cold reception he had accorded her enlightened
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