France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
"Be comforted, I entreat you. Your imagination deceives you and leads
you far from the truth. It is possible that Philip, on meeting me again,
was moved by some of the emotions that are often awakened in the heart
by memories of the past; but these emotions are fleeting and do not
endanger your happiness. If Philip once cherished fancies that troubled
your peace, you know that my departure sufficed to cure him of them; and
should these foolish fancies revive, my departure will again suffice to
dispel them and to restore to you the heart to which you, and you alone,
have an inalienable claim."
These words reassured Antoinette. She ceased to weep, and her whole
heart seemed to go out in gratitude to Dolores. The latter continued:
"If God wills that we recover our freedom, you shall depart with Philip.
As for me, I shall take refuge in some convent in a foreign land. My
place is there, and I solemnly assure you that I shall never marry."
"Ah! how I thank you!" cried Antoinette. "You have restored my
happiness and my peace of mind."
Love is selfish, and Antoinette knew nothing of Dolores' struggles. She
did not attempt to fathom the motives of her friend, and relieved by the
assurance she had just received, and no longer doubting her ability to
regain her lost influence over Philip, she passed suddenly from the
poignant suffering we have described to a state of peaceful security.
CHAPTER XIV.
THE THUNDERBOLT.
Three days passed, leaving the situation of affairs unchanged.
Antoinette and Dolores saw Philip but seldom, though they were living
under the same roof, so persistently did he avoid them. If he chanced to
enter the hall when they were there, he took refuge with some of the
groups of gentlemen, where the two girls would not be likely to approach
him unless they had something of great importance to communicate to
their ungracious friend.
What Philip utterly lacked, after the events recounted in the last
chapter, was resignation. He felt, that Dolores was irrevocably lost to
him, and that even if she left the prison alive, she would instantly
place an impassable barrier between them; but though he was convinced of
this, he could not make up his mind to submit to a decision that
destroyed all his hopes of happiness; so he hoped and despaired by
turns, sometimes assuring himself that he could find words sufficiently
eloquent to move Dolores, sometimes admitting with a sort of desperation
that nothing could shake the firmness of the young girl who had resolved
to sacrifice her happiness for the sake of duty.
Antoinette and Dolores respected his sadness and his evident desire for
solitude. They spent most of their time together in their own little
room, happy in being again united, and bearing the trials that beset
them on every side with wonderful fortitude. Each evening found them
astonished that they had not been summoned before the Revolutionary
Tribunal; and each evening they said, not without anguish:
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