France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Triangles (Interpersonal relations) -- Fiction
Several months had passed since Dolores and Coursegol had taken up their
abode in the house of Citizen Vauquelas. Coursegol, engrossed in the
business matters which he had undertaken in concert with Vauquelas, went
out every day, frequenting the Clubs, the Convention and the Palais
Egalite. Dolores, on the contrary, seldom left the refuge that chance
had provided for her. If she sometimes ventured into the heart of the
city, it was only to visit Cornelia Bridoul or to accompany her to a
stealthily said mass, solemnized in an obscure chamber by some
courageous priest who dared for conscience's sake to bid defiance to the
Committee of Public Safety, and who would have paid the penalty of
disobedience with his blood, had he been discovered.
The life of Dolores was extremely lonely and sad. Deprived of companions
of her own age, and oppressed with anxiety concerning the fate of those
who were so dear to her, she grew pale and wan like a plant deprived of
sunlight; the old joyous, sonorous ring was gone from her voice and from
her laugh. She had suffered so much during the past three years that she
no longer cherished any hope of happiness in the future; and, instead
of the bright dreams that are wont to gladden the slumber of young
girls, sad memories of the past haunted her restless nights. Those whom
she had loved and lost appeared before her as in a vision--the Marquise
de Chamondrin, who had lavished upon her all a mother's care and
tenderness; the Marquis, whose affection had filled her early years with
joy; Philip and Antoinette, the brother and sister of her
adoption--these appeared and vanished without awaking in her sorrowing
heart any emotion save that of the profound anguish of separation. Look
which way she would for comfort, she could find none; and she was
condemned to bear her heavy burden alone. Those days of universal
distrust were not propitious for the birth and development of new
friendships; nor were Vauquelas and Coursegol such companions as Dolores
needed to cheer and encourage her. During the few short hours that
Coursegol spent at home, he was always absorbed in his calculations; and
as for Vauquelas, though he treated her with rather cold respect, it was
difficult to ascertain his real feelings toward her, for his furrowed
face betrayed none of his impressions; and Dolores instinctively felt
that she could not look to him for the consolation of which she stood so
greatly in need. Her mornings were spent over the account-books, which
had been entrusted to her charge; at noon, she partook of a solitary
repast, and it was only at dinner that she saw Coursegol and her host.
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