Whispering SmithSpearman, Frank H. (Frank Hamilton)
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Whispering Smith
Spearman, Frank H. (Frank Hamilton)
Detectives -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Railroad police -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Railroad stories; Western stories
"I do not think I have ever hesitated before at any call of this kind;
nor at what such a call will probably sometime mean; but this man I
have known since we were boys."
"If I had never seen him!"
"That brings up another point that has been worrying me all day. I
could not help knowing what you have had to go through in this
country. It is a tough country for any woman. Your people and mine
were always close together and I have felt bound to do what I could
to----"
"Don't be afraid to say it--make my path easier."
"Something like that, though there's been little real doing. What this
situation in which Sinclair is now placed may still mean to you I do
not know, but I would not add a straw to the weight of your troubles.
I came to-night to ask a plain question. If he doesn't leave the
country I have got to meet him. You know what, in all human
probability, that will mean. From such a meeting only one of us can
come back. Which shall it be?"
"I'm afraid I don't understand you--do you ask me this question? How
can I know which it shall be? What is it you mean?"
"I mean I will not take his life in a fight--if it comes to that--if
you would rather he should come back."
A sob almost refused an answer to him. "How can you ask me so terrible
a question?"
"It is a question that means a good deal to me, of course, and I don't
know just what it means to you: that is the point I am up against. I
may have no choice in the matter, but I must decide what to try to do
if I have one. Am I to remember first that he is your husband?"
There was a silence. "What shall I say--what can I say? God help me,
how am I to answer a question like that?"
"How am I to answer it?"
Her voice was low and pitiful when her answer came: "You must do your
duty."
"What is my duty then? To serve the paper that has been given to me, I
know--but not necessarily to defend my life at the price of his. The
play of a chance lies in deciding that; I can keep the chance or give
it away; that is for you to say. Or take the question of duty again.
You are alone and your friends are few. Haven't I any duty toward you,
perhaps? I don't know a woman's heart. I used to think I did, but I
don't. My duty to this company that I work for is only the duty of a
servant. If I go, another takes my place; it means nothing except
taking one name off the payroll and putting another on. Whatever he
may have done, this man is your husband; if his death would cause you
a pang, it shall not be laid at my door. We ought to understand each
other on that point fairly before I start to-night."
"Can you ask me whether you ought not to take every means to defend
your own life? or whether any consideration ought to come before that?
I think not. I should be a wicked woman if I were to wish evil to him,
wretched as he has made me. I am a wretched woman, whichever way I
turn. But I should be less than human if I could say that to me your
death would not be a cruel, cruel blow."
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