Criminologists assert, from many years' observation of many men in many
lands, that no man positively desires to become a criminal. So little
does the average man wish it, that it is usually difficult, even in the
case of the most confirmed lawbreaker, to persuade him that he actually
is or has been criminal in intent, no matter what his acts may have
been.
This state of affairs is equally true in those higher grades of society
where instincts are less passionate. Just as the man who kills his
king or his father holds himself absolutely innocent of any wrong
intent, so the unhappy parasite who steals his wife's earnings for
drink, or the bookkeeper who makes away with the contents of the firm's
cash drawer in order to play the races, believes himself to be
unfortunate only, and more sinned against than sinning. No matter how
much of a scoundrel a man may be, his self-analysis brings him far
short of the correct degree of turpitude.
Mr. O'Connor was not a villain or a criminal. He was not, according to
the standard of many, a dishonest man. But he was not an honest one.
He had several weaknesses, the chief among which was venal ambition;
and of courage, that quality which makes all other qualities seem just
a little tawdry and futile, he had none except in a broad, physical
sense. He was not, of course, afraid of the dark, but he was decidedly
afraid of James Wintermuth; and when on Monday noon the telephone rang
at the call of Mr. Murch, it is not too much to say that he was
momentarily shaken.
"Suppose you drop around to the Club in about twenty minutes," was the
suave suggestion of the man at the other end of the line.
"For a moment," the Guardian's Vice-President agreed hastily. "For a
moment," he repeated, as he replaced the receiver on its hook. It were
much better that he and Mr. Murch be not seen together in public until
the meat was ready for the fire. And so it was the briefest of
interviews that took place between them in the big smoking room. A few
words, concluding with a handshake and a "Congratulate you, Mr.
President," and the incident was closed. Even had the lynx eyes of
Simeon Belknap himself perceived this meeting, he could hardly have
found significance in the episode. And an event in the insurance world
without significance to Mr. Belknap was a rara avis indeed.
Mr. O'Connor betrayed that night, aside from his customary lack of the
refinements of courtesy, the first indication of human weakness that
his household had noted for some time past. For a considerable part of
the night he lay awake, tossing about in his bed until his
long-suffering wife thought he must be ill.
"Is anything the matter?" came her solicitous voice through the dark
doorway. And her husband answered irritably:--
"No. Don't bother about me. I'm all right."
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