White Heather: A Novel (Volume 2 of 3)Black, William
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White Heather: A Novel (Volume 2 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
And perhaps, for one feeble moment of indecision, he asked himself what
had ever tempted him to put his hand to the plough, and to go away from
this quiet security and friendliness and peace. But it was only for a
moment. Of course, all that had been argued out before. The step had
been taken; forwards, and not backwards, he must go. Still, to be
sitting in this quiet little room—with the strange consciousness that
Meenie was so near—watching the nimble, small fingers busy with her
knitting—and wondering when she would raise those beautiful, deep,
tender, clear eyes; and to think that on the morrow hour after hour
would be placing a greater and greater distance between him and the
possibility of any such another evening—nay, that it was not only miles
but years, and perhaps a whole lifetime, that he was placing between her
and him—that was no joyful kind of a fancy. If it had been Meenie who
was going away, that would have been easier to bear.
_’Call her back, Clebrig; Mudal, call;_
_Ere all of the young springtime be flown’_
he would have cried to hill and river and loch and glen, knowing that
sooner or later Love Meenie would come back from Glasgow Town. But his
own going away was very different—and perhaps a final thing.
By and by he rose, and begged to be excused. Maggie might stay for a
while longer with Miss Douglas, if she liked; as for him, he had some
matters to attend to. And so they bade him good-bye, and wished him
well, and hoped to hear all good things of him. Thus they parted; and
he went out by himself into the clear moonlight night.
But he did not go home. A strange unrest and longing had seized him; a
desire to be alone with the silence of the night; perhaps some angry
impatience that he could not make out so much as a few trivial verses
for this beautiful girl-friend whom he might never see again. He could
write about his dream-sweetheart easily enough; and was there to be
never a word for Meenie herself? So he walked down to the river; and
wandered along the winding and marshy banks—startling many wildfowl the
while—until he reached the lake. There he launched one of the cobles,
and pulled out to the middle of the still sheet of water; and took the
oars in again. By this time the redshank and curlews and plover had
quieted down once more; there was a deadly stillness all around; and he
had persuaded himself that he had only come to have a last look at the
hills and the loch and the moorland wastes that Meenie had made magical
for him in the years now left behind; and to bid farewell to these; and
carry away in his memory a beautiful picture of them.
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