France -- History -- Wars of the Vendée, 1793-1832 -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
But Josephine declined this. “No,” said she; “give me every advantage; I
must think beforehand every word I shall say; but take him by surprise,
coward and doubleface that I am.”
Rose knocked at the door. A faint voice said, “Come in.” The sisters
entered the room very softly. Camille sat on the sofa, his head bowed
over his hands. A glance showed Josephine that he was doggedly and
resolutely thrusting himself into the grave. Thinking it was only
Rose--for he had now lost all hope of seeing Josephine come in at the
door--he never moved. Some one glided gently but rapidly up to him. He
looked up. Josephine was kneeling to him.
He lifted his head with a start, and trembled all over.
She whispered, “I am come to you to beg your pity; to appeal to your
generosity; to ask a favor; I who deserve so little of you.”
“You have waited a long time,” said Camille, agitated greatly; “and so
have I.”
“Camille, you are torturing one who loved you once, and who has been
very weak and faithless, but not so wicked as she appears.”
“How am I torturing you?”
“With remorse; do I not suffer enough? Would you make me a murderess?”
“Why have you never been near me?” retorted Camille. “I could forgive
your weakness, but not your heartlessness.”
“It is my duty. I have no right to seek your society. If you really want
mine, you have only to get well, and so join us down-stairs a week or
two before you leave us.”
“How am I to get well? My heart is broken.”
“Camille, be a man. Do not fling away a soldier’s life because a fickle,
worthless woman could not wait for you. Forgive me like a man, or else
revenge yourself like a man. If you cannot forgive me, kill me. See, I
kneel at your feet. I will not resist you. Kill me.”
“I wish I could. Oh! if I could kill you with a look and myself with a
wish! No man should ever take you from me, then. We would be together in
the grave at this hour. Do not tempt me, I say;” and he cast a terrible
look of love, and hatred, and despair upon her. Her purple eye never
winced; it poured back tenderness and affection in return. He saw and
turned away with a groan, and held out his hand to her. She seized it
and kissed it. “You are great, you are generous; you will not strike me
as a woman strikes; you will not die to drive me to despair.”
“I see,” said he, more gently, “love is gone, but pity remains. I
thought that was gone, too.”
“Yes, Camille,” said Josephine, in a whisper, “pity remains, and remorse
and terror at what I have done to a man of whom I was never worthy.”
“Well, madame, as you have come at last to me, and even do me the
honor to ask me a favor--I shall try--if only out of courtesy--to--ah,
Josephine! Josephine! when did I ever refuse you anything?”
At this Josephine sank into a chair, and burst out crying. Camille, at
this, began to cry too; and the two poor things sat a long way from one
another, and sobbed bitterly.
The man, weakened as he was, recovered his quiet despair first.
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