France -- History -- Wars of the Vendée, 1793-1832 -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Oh! how sad and weary that ride seemed now by what it had been coming.
His disappointment was deep and irritating; and ere he had ridden half
way a torturer fastened on his heart. That torture is suspicion; a vague
and shadowy, but gigantic phantom that oppresses and rends the mind more
terribly than certainty. In this state of vague, sickening suspicion, he
remained some days: then came an affectionate letter from Rose, who
had actually returned home. In this she expressed her regret and
disappointment at having missed him; blamed herself for misleading him,
but explained that their stay at Frejus had been prolonged from day to
day far beyond her expectation. “The stupidity of the post-office was
more than she could account for,” said she. But, what went farthest to
console Edouard, was, that after this contretemps she never ceased to
invite him to come to Beaurepaire. Now, before this, though she said
many kind and pretty things in her letters, she had never invited him to
visit the chateau; he had noticed this. “Sweet soul,” thought he, “she
really is vexed. I must be a brute to think any more about it. Still”--
So this wound was skinned over.
At last, what he called his lucky star ordained that he should be
transferred to the very post his Commandant Raynal had once occupied. He
sought and obtained permission to fix his quarters in the little village
near Beaurepaire, and though this plan could not be carried out for
three months, yet the prospect of it was joyful all that time--joyful to
both lovers. Rose needed this consolation, for she was very unhappy: her
beloved sister, since their return from Frejus, had gone back. The flush
of health was faded, and so was her late energy. She fell into
deep depression and languor, broken occasionally by fits of nervous
irritation.
She would sit for hours together at one window languishing and fretting.
Can the female reader guess which way that window looked?
Now, Edouard was a favorite of Josephine’s; so Rose hoped he would help
to distract her attention from those sorrows which a lapse of years
alone could cure.
On every account, then, his visit was looked forward to with hope and
joy.
He came. He was received with open arms. He took up his quarters at
his old lodgings, but spent his evenings and every leisure hour at the
chateau.
He was very much in love, and showed it. He adhered to Rose like a
leech, and followed her about like a little dog.
This would have made her very happy if there had been nothing great to
distract her attention and her heart; but she had Josephine, whose deep
depression and fits of irritation and terror filled her with anxiety;
and so Edouard was in the way now and then. On these occasions he was
too vain to see what she was too polite to show him offensively.
But on this she became vexed at his obtuseness.
“Does he think I can be always at his beck and call?” thought she.
“She is always after her sister,” said he.
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