Bildungsromans; Love stories; Scientists -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
Jean watched them one hot evening from her wonted seat on the Tarpeian.
They had been suppressed in their shells for two years, and now burst
forth for the one day of passion that should end them. Vast swarms of
them hovered and hummed, seeking no food but only their random mates.
The female received the fertilizing flash from the male, laid her eggs
in the water, and floated dead near the dying mate. The watchful
herring, themselves like flashes of living lightning, gorged themselves
on dead lovers.
The electric swiftness of the whole tragedy appalled her, and yet human
beings were not much slower. She herself had felt the lightning-flash
when Marvin first looked into her eyes, and her mother had confessed to
feeling the same thing on meeting Ambrose Rich.
She remembered one of the first things that Marvin ever said to her,
about the likeness of a brain to a burglar alarm. How true she had found
it! How easily she had tired of her studies and plunged into action to
escape thought.
She remembered the little folks who came to her party at Christmas.
Their dear little arms and legs could not stay still a minute. She
wondered if the Christ-child had been like that, so full of electricity
that he could not be cuddled except when asleep.
She wondered many things about the Christ, who was tempted in all points
like as we are, yet without sin. What could that mean? Of course Jesus
did not give way to the urge of anger or envy or avarice, but how strong
he must have been not to have given way to the passion of love! In that
sacred body there had been the same store and potency of fertilizing
flashes, millions of them in comparison with the one cell which is
fertilized, yet all those lightnings of his youth had been restrained.
It must be otherwise with men of her day. The unrestrained hatred shown
in war must be a sign of other unrestrained passions. They who hurled
rivers of lead at each other must—she stopped, remembering something
that had caught her eye in a sociological journal sent for some other
purpose to her father. She remembered with horror the assertion that
lead deliberately produces two million abortions a year in the United
States alone.
She tried to forget it. She must think of the million tons of lead that
are mined every year for good and honest purposes. Men do try to be
decent.
The weather continued terribly hot, and she and her father had all they
could do to save their precious garden. Every evening they carried water
from the fire-ditch, and saved some of the green from running back into
the roots. But the farmers all lost their hay and had to cut their grain
for fodder. This was what life meant—or would mean—ultimate uncertainty
of food.
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