Bildungsromans; Love stories; Scientists -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
But Marvin might well be patient, for it had taken thousands of millions
of years to coax the bashful atoms into her young body. Once her carbon
had burned in the white incandescent smoke around the sun, and later
fled embraces through the storms of earth and countless creatures that
never would be man. She was at least as old as thorium, which lay
radioactive for twenty billion years before any lover seduced it into a
gas-mantle, and which even then refused to glow till a trifle of cerium
set it off.
She rowed her lilies home, and trimmed their porous stems, and floated
them in a wide bowl of glass, where they presently closed their eyes for
the night. And her father, coming to supper and seeing them on the
table, beamed with delight. “I’m sorry, daddy, that they are all closed
up.”
“What, apologizing for lilies? Horace would say that even this gold is
better hid. But there’s a heart of gold that has been hid from her old
father almost too many nights.”
“Why,” said Jean, “I’ve told you a lot of intimate things—for instance
that I happened along in the greatest year that ever was, when Madame
Curie found radium.”
“Yes, child, but you have been almost as unknown to me as radium is. I
might count your life by seconds, and plead that every second brought a
new Jean. I have loved them all, and fancied all the millions mine, but
I catch but glimpses of you as you grow.”
“Daddy, you talk as if I were a movie. But some day, when our ship comes
in, we’ll go and see a better show than that. I’m dying to see radium in
a spinthariscope. It has simply changed the world.”
“Wasn’t the world wonderful enough without it?”
“Yes, but you can’t prevent such things from being discovered.”
The old man meditatively buttered his toast, and nodded.
“I couldn’t, for instance, prevent a certain young man from discovering
my daughter.”
Silence.
“Jean, darling, once you asked me why I was so late in discovering your
mother. I am willing to tell you now. I was blinded by the fear of
Nemesis for what I had done in the war.”
Jean quietly set down her teacup.
“Father, have you never felt that Nemesis overtook you?”
“No, I killed men for an abstraction, but an abstraction is the only
thing a man can be sure of. In a world so dream-like that even one’s
daughter eludes one, there is nothing to tie to except ideas. Horatio
died for an idea. I will not blame myself that my boy acted in good
faith.”
Again silence. At last she said,
“Will there be more wars?”
“Yes. All this incredible wealth that the scientific men have showered
on earth will be fought for again and again.”
“But the men who produce it never fight for it.”
“No, because they live in a world of their own, the only world where
communism works. They tell all they know, they share every thought, they
give away their secrets, because they dare not do otherwise. They love
their mother earth, and so they are bound to be martyred.”
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