“Father--father--how can you! And you have a sense of humor, too!”
“It’s fortunate for you, my dear, that Wade has the good sense to see
he would be ill at ease out of his own class. If he were willing, and
I were foolish, and you married him--how wretched you’d be when the
awakening came!”
The girl turned sadly away. “You don’t believe in love,” she said with
bitterness. “You don’t believe in anything but money.”
“I want to see my daughter happy,” said Richmond with a melancholy,
reproachful dignity that made her ashamed of herself.
“Yes--I know you do, father,” said she. “But”--with a look of
hesitation that might readily have been mistaken for weakness--“I see I
must go my own way.”
Richmond reflected that this did not mean much, as Roger Wade was
firmly set against marriage. So he said, with hypocritical resignation:
“Very well, my dear. Do as you like. All I want is you to come home.”
Beatrice slowly shook her head. “I can’t go,” said she.
Her father stared, astounded; her expression made her words as far as
possible from impulsive or careless.
“I see you haven’t changed at all. If I went back the same trouble
would break out again--only worse. Besides, what chance would I have
to get him? You’d work against me secretly if you didn’t openly. No--I
don’t trust you. I must make up my mind to shift for myself.”
“What on earth are you talking about?” he ejaculated. “Are you stark
mad?”
“No. I’m becoming sane,” said she quietly. “Won’t you sit down a
minute?”
Richmond seated himself meekly. The fear that had brought him there to
apologize was chilling his hot temper.
“I left home partly because of Roger Wade,” she proceeded to explain,
“but not altogether. There was another reason--as strong--maybe
stronger. You had opened my eyes to the truth about myself--to what a
degraded position I was in.”
“Degraded?” echoed he wonderingly. Then, somewhat like an alienist
humoring an insane patient: “But go on, my dear.”
“I had been imagining all along that I was free. I suddenly found
that I wasn’t free at all--that I had to do what you said--even about
the things that meant my whole life--had to do as you ordered or
lose all the things you had made necessities to me--all the luxury
and the enjoyments and the friends even. I saw I wasn’t anything
in myself--nothing at all--and I had been going round with my head
high, so proud and so pleased with myself! I understood why Roger
Wade didn’t think me worth while. I understood why you could treat me
contemptuously.”
“Is that all?” inquired her father, when she paused for a reflective
silence.
“No--just a little more. So--I’m not going back home with you--not just
now. I’m going on with the dressmaking.”
“With the--_what_?”
“Oh, I forgot I hadn’t told you,” said she with a smile. “Valentine and
I--and Monsieur Léry, whom she is marrying--are starting a dressmaking
shop.”
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