“Oh, come, now,” cried the older man jocosely, “she’s not so
unattractive. A man less scrupulous, less honorable--might easily have
fancied himself in love with her. You’ll admit that--won’t you?”
Roger was braced well back in his chair. “Yes,” said he in a tone not
remotely suggestive of terror.
“I didn’t mean to embarrass you, Wade,” laughed Richmond.
“Not at all--not at all,” said Roger, his panic ludicrously obvious.
“So--it was really noble of you.”
“I can’t permit that, sir,” said Roger. “My only motive was my
determination never to marry.”
“I don’t like to hear you say that,” said Richmond. “As the father of
a daughter, as a man who wishes to see his daughter in the keeping of
a man of the right sort--and how few such there are!--I don’t like to
hear any of those few declare against matrimony.”
There was no misunderstanding the trend of this. Incredible though
it seemed, the man had come round, was abetting his daughter in her
willful whim of conquest! “I’m not opposed to marriage--for others,”
said Roger awkwardly. “I simply feel that it is not wise for me. If a
man whose life is given to creative work marries a woman he loves he is
content. It is the end of achievement, of ambition. Why strive after
the lesser when what seems to him the greater has been achieved? If
such a man marries unfortunately then the bitterness and the agitations
destroy his ability to create. Happy marriage suffocates genius,
unhappy marriage strangles it. Death inevitable--in either case.”
The words were not unlike those he had used in describing his
position to Beatrice. His manner--the tone, the look of the eyes, the
expression of mouth and chin--made them seem entirely different, far
more profoundly significant. A man, a serious man, rarely reveals
his innermost self to a woman unless he and she have reached a far
closer intimacy than Roger had permitted with Beatrice. But talking
with Richmond, with another man, one who could and would understand
and sympathize, Roger exposed a side of his nature of the existence
of which Beatrice had only a faint intuition, no direct or definite
knowledge. Richmond had been pushed by the portrait well toward
conviction of Roger’s high rank in the aristocracy he esteemed as a
man among men. He was now wholly convinced. His daughter, he saw, had
chosen more wisely than he knew.
“I see your point,” said Richmond slowly, thoughtfully. “I see your
point.”
Roger showed his deep sense of relief.
“It is a good one--a very good one.”
Roger’s tension visibly relaxed.
“It is unanswerable,” was Richmond’s final, sweeping concession.
“Unanswerable,” echoed the painter decisively, yet with a curious note
of unhappiness.
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