Richmond sat staring at the floor of the veranda. The wrinkles and
seams and hollows in his face seemed to be deepening. After a few
minutes of silence, disturbed by the irritating noisiness of a
flock of sparrows, he said: “She refuses to come home. I offered to
concede--everything. I’d be glad to let her have her way. But, as you
say, it’s impossible. She’ll not come home. She blames me. I thought I
was altogether to blame. I see I’m not. But--she blames me, and always
will. And she’ll not make it up with me.” A long pause, then there came
from him in a mere ghost of his normal voice: “And--it is killing me.”
Roger sat motionless, gazing at the bed of sweet old-fashioned flowers
before the veranda.
Richmond broke the long stretch of evening stillness: “Would you--would
it be asking too much of you-- If you saw her you might persuade her to
make it up with me.”
Roger did not move--did not reply. He had retreated deep within himself.
“I know it isn’t fair to you--or to her--to ask it,” went on her
father’s sad, monotonous voice, heavy with heartache. “I know that
seeing her again would only make it harder for you to do what you’ve
got to do--for I understand about those musts of ambition that make men
like us relentless. And I know that seeing you again--and seeing even
more clearly the man you are--would make it--impossible, perhaps, for
her to forget. But--” Richmond paused long before adding--“I am an old
man and--I have the selfishness of those who have not long to live.”
Roger still neither moved nor spoke.
Richmond observed him for a while, rose with a painful effort.
“Good-by,” he said, extending his hand.
Roger stood, took his hand. “I’d do it if I could--if I were strong
enough,” he said. “It’s humiliating, but I have to confess I am not.”
“Think it over, Wade. Do the best you can for me.”
And Richmond, his feet almost shuffling, went down the steps and
down the walk and out through the gate. He climbed heavily into his
runabout--was gone. Roger leaned against the pillar, staring into
vacancy, until the old woman had twice called him to supper.
XX
BEATRICE LOSES
Beatrice and Miss Clermont were finishing breakfast the following
morning when Richmond came. As he entered the small sitting room with
its bed folded away into a lounge he made no effort to conceal his
feelings. In response to Beatrice’s look of defiance he sent to her
from his haggard face a glance of humble appeal--the look of the beaten
and impotent tyrant--for the pride of the tyrant is not in himself, but
in his power, and vanishes with it. “I’d like to see you alone,” said
he, ignoring Valentine as a servant.
“My partner, Miss Clermont,” said Beatrice, in the tone of making an
introduction.
Richmond’s natural quickness did not fail him. He instantly repaired
his mistake. “Miss Clermont,” said he, bowing politely. Then, “Pardon
my abruptness. I am much upset in mind.”
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