The color flamed in his face; it vanished from hers. “You got my note?”
she said. “And you are sailing anyhow?”
“I did not get your note,” replied he. “But I am not sailing.... One
moment, please.” Then to the chief steward: “There is also a note for
me. I must have it.”
“Parfaitement, Monsieur.” And the chief steward raced up the gangway.
Roger and Beatrice stood aside in a quiet place, a calm in the surging
crowd of the voyagers and their friends. Beatrice looked at him with
that fine, frank directness which had been her most conspicuous trait
in all her dealings with him. Said she: “In my note I asked you to take
me on any terms or on no terms. All I wish is to be near you and to
love you.”
She spoke the words without any trace of emotion in either tone or
manner--spoke them with a certain monotonous finality that gave them
all the might of the simply genuine. And he answered in much the same
way. “I am not sailing,” said he, “because--because to love you and to
have you--that’s life for me. The rest isn’t worth talking about.”
“Not worth talking about,” echoed she. “I don’t know whether we’ll be
happy or not, but I do know it’s my only chance to be anything but
miserable.”
“I don’t know whether I could get over you or not,” was his matching
confession, “but I do know that I don’t want to--and won’t.”
A moment’s silence, with the two gazing up at the towering steamer
through the great doors in the pier shed. Then his eyes turned to her,
to look at her with an intensity that made her feel as if she had been
suddenly seized in strong yet gentle arms and were being borne by
mighty wings up and up and still up.
“Chang,” she said between laughing and sobbing, “I must have been crazy
yesterday to refuse you.”
“No--you’re crazy to-day. So am I. That is, I’m normal again--what’s
been normal for me ever since I knew you. And I hope the day’ll never
come when I’ll be sane.”
“Are you happy now?”
“Delirious.”
“As we used to be when we were together by the cascade?”
“Like that--only a thousand times more so.” And they gazed at each
other with foolish-fond eyes, and from their lips issued those
extraordinary sounds that seem imbecile or divine, according as the
listening ears are attuned.
“Your father was right,” said Roger. “Love is master.” Again she was
seeing the new and more wonderful and more compelling Chang. “I found
that everything was going to stop stock-still if I went away from you.”
The chief steward, bearing the note, and his assistants who had been
collecting Roger’s luggage around him, now appeared. Roger tore open
the note, read its one brief sentence of unconditional surrender. Then
he dismissed the men with fees so amazing to them that they thanked him
with tears in their eyes. “But you really must be careful,” cautioned
Beatrice. “You know we’ve got no money to throw away.”
Roger gave her a look that dazzled her. “I see you understand,” said
he. “Well, we may be happy in spite of all--all the difficulties.”
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