Beatrice stood looking at her mother. Her expression of somewhat
undaughterly pity vanished and there was a rush of tears to her eyes,
an uncontrollable tremor of the fresh, young lips usually curved
in response to emotions in which tenderness had little part. “Dear
mother,” she murmured. She understood her mother’s lot now, and
sympathized in a way which Daniel Richmond’s wife, unconscious what
havoc those years of gradually deepened slavery had wrought in her
mind, her heart, her whole life, would have regarded as hysterical and
silly. Love had lifted Beatrice above the narrow environment in which
she had been bred and had quickened her to a sense of values she could
hardly have got otherwise. She saw her mother as she was, as her mother
could no more have seen herself than the lifelong drunkard, happy in
his squalid sottishness, could reconstruct and regret the innocence
from which he has dropped into the depths by a gradient so easy that
it was unnoted. The girl realized that her mother’s chief substantial
happiness was inability to comprehend her own fate. “Thank God,” said
she to herself, “I had my eyes opened in time.” And one by one before
her passed faces of fashionable matrons, young and old, whom she knew
well--hard or hardening features, like landscapes upon which only bleak
winds blow and only meager light from cold, gray skies falls; eyes from
which looked shriveled souls, souls in which all human sympathy, save
the condescending charity that is vanity rather than sympathy, had
dried up; lives filled with shams and pretenses; trim and showy gardens
in which no flower had perfume, no fruit had taste, and where shone not
one of the free, beautiful blossoms of genuine love. Not hard hearts
really, but shriveled; not unhappy lives, but stunted and sunless,
like plants grown in the luxury of a rich loam--in a dark cellar. The
shock of disillusionment as to her father completed for Beatrice the
transformation that had been started by the undermining effect of Roger
upon her conventional ideas--as a thunderbolt crashes down a weakened
dam and releases its floods.
Beatrice passed a light and caressing hand over her mother’s
beautifully arranged hair, bent and kissed her. Then she stole from
the room--with a lingering glance of tenderest sweetness back from the
threshold.
An hour and a quarter ticked away in that splendid room, with its
wall coverings and upholsteries of dark-red brocaded silk. In stepped
Richmond, brisk and bristling. He frowned at his sleeping wife, tapping
his foot impatiently upon the floor. “Lucy!” he called sharply.
Mrs. Richmond’s eyes opened, saw him. Over her face flitted an
expression as primeval and as moving as that of a weary slave awakened
from delightful sleep to resume the hated toil. “Why did you wake me?”
she cried peevishly.
“Where’s Beatrice?”
Mrs. Richmond resumed her normal expression of haughty discontent. “She
was in here a while ago,” replied she. “In her rooms, probably.”
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