Benny had a great deal of courage, but this new aspect of life filled
him with dread. At the same time it was not unattended by a certain
pride which spoke of many emotions. He realised that he had yet to earn
the homage now paid to him. After all, he was but a tyro in
achievement, and the world had taken him at his own estimate. If he
failed to succeed, he would be forgotten in three days, and no one would
listen to him afterwards. This he remembered as he took his way up the
mountain-side toward his own chalet. He might be leaving Switzerland a
broken man to-morrow, and the contempt of the multitude would attend
him. Vain to accomplish in secret that which he had promised to do in
public. The world is credulous where the inventor is concerned and
seldom gives him a second chance.
He wondered if all were really as well as Brother Jack and the abbé
believed it to be. They had done wonders during those long days, worked
heroically, and with true devotion. He himself had set them no mean
example when he had discovered a woman’s indifference and the true
meaning of her lightly-spoken words. Why should he think of her? What
part had she to play in the story of his life? His very friendship
might be misconstrued, and he resolved to terminate it so soon as his
self-invited obligation had been fulfilled. For the moment she was
alone and without a friend—this great lady who was of a world apart,
whom he had worshipped in secret as his own type of true womanhood. He
remembered the day when he had first seen her at Holmswell, her gentle
bearing, her sweet courtesy. What right had he to expect her interest?
Reason answered, none.
He was approaching her chalet at this time, and perceived that a light
shone from the window of her sitting-room. When he drew a little
nearer, he discerned Lily herself, dressed in a gown of white lace, and
seated at the writing-table by the window. She was not writing,
however, and her profound reverie appeared to be unbroken by any
knowledge of the stir without. In such an attitude there were aspects
of her beauty he had yet to mark, a grace of pose and bearing as
inimitable by the divinities of his own world as they were inherent in
hers. Benny stood a long while, as though a single step would warn her
and shut the vision from his sight. He would have wanted words to
convey his impressions, and would have contented himself, perhaps, by
the one word "queenly." She was born to reign, this mistress of a
heritage of woe; life had dealt hardly with her when it shut her from
her kingdom.
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