England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Ridiculous nonsense!" she half murmured, as she turned to go, and why
she should have started violently, as at that moment a hand was laid
upon her shoulder, she could not have told. It was not the sign of a
guilty conscience, for, in all good faith, Winifred as yet had barely
taken in that she had been at all to blame. "Misunderstood," "narrowly
judged," she had told herself she had been, and she allowed that to
others her conduct might have _seemed_ disingenuous. But she was
essentially honest, and it is sometimes as difficult for naturally
candid persons to take in that they have put themselves into a crooked
position, as for a crafty and calculating character to believe in
straightforwardness in itself or others.
Still she started. And she was assuredly not nervous.
It was Hertha's face she looked up into as she turned: Hertha's eyes,
searching--and what more? Was it reproach or anxiety, or a mingling of
both, that Winifred read in their clear depths? And in spite of herself
the girl looked away, while her colour deepened a little.
"Did I startle you?" said Miss Norreys. "I am sorry, but--I wanted to
speak to you quietly. I have been looking for you."
"I am only too ready and delighted to have a chance of you," said
Winifred, trying to carry the war into the enemy's country. "But you
know I scarcely see you; mamma and the others monopolise you so."
There was a touch of truth in the reproach, but Hertha did not feel
guilty. She had avoided _tete-a-tete_ conversation with Winifred out of
consideration for the girl herself as much as for others.
"It is true that I have not sought for opportunities of being alone with
you," she said. "I am now quite ready to explain why, though I think
you must have some idea of what I felt." Winifred did not at once
reply. She was again staring out of the window, and again a feeling of
irritation came over her. Did _every_ side of the house look out on
that detestable lower terrace?
"I am quite ready for as long a talk as you like," she said. "I daresay
you have felt a little shaken in me, but--I think I can make you
understand me."
And she looked up in Hertha's face so frankly, that again--and she was
glad of it--the conviction of Winifred's honesty of intention and
absence of cunning or calculation returned to Miss Norreys almost as at
first.
"Shall we go out for our talk?" Hertha said. "It is a lovely fresh
morning, and I have just a little--headache of a kind. At least, I did
not sleep well."
"No, I remember: you did not look like yourself when you came down to
breakfast," said Winifred, with sudden compunction. "And I am keeping
you standing about. Are you sure it won't tire you? After all, we
shall have plenty of time for talking in the future, I hope."
Hertha shook her head.
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