England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Hertha felt somewhat surprised. After all, Winifred was not so dense as
appeared. And "to be quite fair on her," thought Miss Norreys, "she
_might_ have resented my changing to her without giving her my reasons
and a chance of justifying herself to some extent."
This reflection came at a good moment. It softened her tone to
Winifred.
"Yes," she said, "I will be entirely frank with you, and put before you
the whole story of our acquaintance, and what I did to help you, from my
point of view, which is likely, I much fear, to be that of others; and I
certainly will not exaggerate things. For,"--and here a generous
impulse made her add warmly--"I _do_ trust you, Winifred. I trust your
good intentions and your honesty of purpose, though I believe you
deceive yourself; and self-deception is terribly insidious."
She paused a moment, but the girl did not speak. Hertha glanced round
her as if to gather strength and breath for what she had to say. How
fair and charming a prospect it was! There was something almost
_unreal_ in the vivid clearness of the spring beauty all about--
unreconcilable with the troubles and anxieties which yet one knew must
be there behind it all.
But as Hertha's gaze wandered farther, over to where, on the other side
of some rising ground, the old church spire rose up into the blue, and
the lazily curling smoke of the surrounding homesteads told of the human
lives and interests close at hand, different thoughts arose in her mind.
What infatuation was over the girl, or woman, beside her? Who could
desire a more distinct field of usefulness than Winifred Maryon was
deliberately rejecting? The awful problems relating to the poor of our
overcrowded great cities must not be shirked by such as are wise enough
to grasp them, but how thankful should be those whose duties in smaller
spheres are clear and defined, lying among more normal conditions and
along less conflicting paths!
She turned to her companion abruptly.
"Winifred, my dear child--my dear friend, if you don't like to be called
a child--I _wish_ I understood you; that is at the root of it all. I
_cannot_ get at your motives, your way of looking at things."
Winifred looked up--a frown, not of annoyance but of perplexity, lining
her usually unruffled forehead; her blue eyes fixed on Hertha's face
with a touch of appeal which was almost piteous.
"Tell me," she said, "tell me everything; I do want to know."
And Miss Norreys did as she asked. She went back to the beginning of
their acquaintance, and told her all, as it had affected her herself, as
it had taken shape and colour, from her point of view. She spoke as
simply as she could, and tried her best to be practical and
matter-of-fact. For talking to Winifred was not like talking to Celia,
who, young as she was, could take in the sense of a sentence before it
was half expressed, who felt the _spirit_ underlying and surrounding
even the "commonest" commonplaces of life.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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