Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Reine, I am not good enough to say anything to you, even if I knew,”
he said, “and I don’t know. I suppose God must always be at the bottom
of it, whatever happens. We cannot tell or judge, can we? for, you know,
we cannot see any more than one side. That’s all I know,” he added,
humbly stroking once more with a tender touch the bowed head which he
could scarcely see. How different this was from the life he had come
from--from Madame de Mirfleur conspiring about Oscar and how to settle
her daughter in life! Reine, he felt, was as far away from it all as
heaven is from earth; and somehow he changed as he stood there, and felt
a different man; though, indeed, he was not, I fear, at all different,
and would have fallen away again in ten minutes, had the call of the
gayer voices to which he was accustomed come upon his ear. His piety was
of the good, honest, unthinking kind--a sort of placid, stubborn
dependence upon unseen power and goodness, which is not to be shaken by
any argument, and which outlasts all philosophy--thank heaven for it!--a
good sound magnet in its way, keeping the compass right, though it may
not possess the higher attributes of spiritual insight or faith.
Reine was silent for a time, in the stillness that always follows an
outburst of feeling; but in spite of herself she was consoled--consoled
by the voice and touch which were so soft and kind, and by the steady,
unelevated, but in its way certain, reality of his assurance. God must
be at the bottom of it all--Everard, without thinking much on the
subject, or feeling very much, had always a sort of dull, practical
conviction of that; and this, like some firm strong wooden prop to lean
against, comforted the visionary soul of Reine. She felt the solid
strength of it a kind of support to her, though there might be, indeed,
more faith in her aching, miserable doubt than there was in half-a-dozen
such souls as Everard’s; yet the commonplace was a support to the
visionary in this as in so many other things.
“You want a change, too,” said Everard. “You are worn out. Let us go to
some of the simple places high up among the hills. I have a selfish
reason. I have just heard of some one coming who would--bore you very
much. At least, he would bore me very much,” said the young man, with
forced candor. “Let us get away before he comes.”
“Is it some one from England?” said Reine.
“I don’t know where he is from--last. You don’t know him. Never mind the
fellow; of course that’s nothing to the purpose. But I do wish Herbert
would try a less confined air.”
“It is strange that the doctor and you should agree so well,” said
Reine, with a smile. “You are sure you did not put it into his head. He
wants us to go up to Appenzell, or some such place; and Herbert is to
take the cure des sapins and the cure de petit lait. It is a quiet
place, where no tourists go. But, Everard, I don’t think you must come
with us; it will be so dull for you.”
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