Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Je dois le dompter,” answered the other fiercely. “Go away, away! Je
dois le dompter!”
“What’s she a-going to do, ma’am?” said Cook. “Dump ’um? Good Lord, she
don’t mean to beat the child, I ’ope--particular as it’s a boy.”
Three times in the night the dreadful experience was repeated, and I
leave the reader to imagine with what feelings the family regarded its
new inmate. They were all downstairs very early, with that exhausted and
dissipated feeling which the want of sleep gives. The maids found some
comfort in the tea, which Cook made instantly to restore their nerves,
but even this brought little comfort to Miss Susan, who lay awake and
miserable in her bed, fearing every moment a repetition of the cries,
and feeling herself helpless and enslaved in the hands of some
diabolical creature, who, having no mercy on the child, would, she felt
sure, have none on her, and whom she had no means of subduing or getting
rid of. All the strength had gone out of her, mind and body. She shrank
even from the sight of the stranger, from getting up to meet her again,
from coming into personal contact and conflict with her. She became a
weak old woman, and cried hopelessly on her pillow, not knowing where to
turn, after the exhaustion of that terrible night. This, however, was
but a passing mood like another, and she got up at her usual time, and
faced the world and her evil fortune, as she must have done had an
earthquake swept all she cared for out of the world--as we must all do,
whatever may have happened to us, even the loss of all that makes life
sweet. She got up and dressed herself as usual, with the same care as
always, and went downstairs and called the family together for prayers,
and did everything as she was used to do it--watching the door every
moment, however, and trembling lest that tall black figure should come
through it. It was a great relief, however, when, by way of accounting
for Cook’s absence at morning prayers, Martha pointed out that buxom
personage in the garden, walking about with the child in her arms.
“The--lady’s--a-having her breakfast in bed,” said Martha. “What did the
child do, ma’am, but stretches out its little arms when me and Cook went
in first thing, after she unlocked the door.”
“Why did two of you go?” said Miss Susan. “Did she ring the bell?”
“Well, ma’am,” said Martha, “you’ll say it’s one o’ my silly nervish
ways. But I was frightened--I don’t deny. What with Cook saying as the
child would bust itself, and what with them cries--but, Lord bless you,
it’s all right,” said Martha; “and a-laughing and crowing to Cook, and
all of us, as soon as it got down to the kitchen, and taking its sop as
natural! I can’t think what could come over the child to be that wicked
with its ma.”
“Some people never get on with children,” said Miss Susan, feeling some
apology necessary; “and no doubt it misses the nurse it was used to. And
it was tired with the journey--”
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