Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
And with this she went straight to the piano, uninvited, unbidden, and
began a _Te Deum_ out of one of Mozart’s masses, the glorious rolling
strains of which filled not only the room, but the house. Giovanna
scarcely knew how to play; her science was all of the ear. She gave the
sentiment of the music, rather than its notes--a reminiscence of what
she had heard--and then she sang that most magnificent of hymns, pouring
it forth, I suppose, from some undeveloped instinct of art in her, with
a fervency and power which the bystanders were fain to think only the
highest feeling could inspire. She was not bad, though she did many
wrong things with the greatest equanimity; yet we know that she was not
good either, and could not by any chance have really had the feeling
which seemed to swell and tremble in her song. I don’t pretend to say
how this was; but it is certain that stupid people, carnal and fleshly
persons, sing thus often as if their whole heart, and that the heart of
a seraph, was in the strain. Giovanna sang so that she brought the tears
to their eyes. Reine stole away out from among the others, and put
herself humbly behind the singer, and joined her soft voice, broken with
tears, to hers. Together they appealed to prophets, and martyrs, and
apostles, to praise the God who had wrought this deliverance, like so
many others. Herbert, for whom it all was, hid his face in his clasped
hands, and felt that thrill of awed humility, yet of melting, tender
pride, with which the single soul recognizes itself as the hero, the
object of such an offering. He could not face the light, with his eyes
and his heart so full. Who was he, that so much had been done for him?
And yet, poor boy, there was a soft pleased consciousness in his heart
that there must be something in him, more than most, to warrant that
which had been done. Augustine stood upright by the mantelpiece, with
her arms folded in her sleeves, and her poor visionary soul still as
usual. To her this was something like a legal acknowledgment--a receipt,
so to speak, for value received. It was due to God, who, for certain
inducements of prayer, had consented to do what was asked of Him. She
had already thanked Him, and with all her heart; and she was glad that
every one should thank Him, that there should be no stint of praise.
Miss Susan was the only one who sat unmoved, and even went on with her
knitting. To some people of absolute minds one little rift within the
lute makes mute all the music. For my part, I think Giovanna, though her
code of truth and honor was very loose, or indeed one might say
non-existent--and though she had schemes in her mind which no very
high-souled person could have entertained--was quite capable of being
sincere in her thanksgiving, and not at all incapable of some kinds of
religious feeling; and though she could commit a marked and unmistakable
act of dishonesty without feeling any particular trouble in her
conscience, was yet an honest soul in her way.
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