Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Yet it is possible that it might be more than a momentary rally,” said
Madame de Mirfleur. “I am disposed almost to hope so. The perforation
may be arrested for the time by this beautiful air and the scent of the
pines. God grant it! The doctors have always said it was possible. We
must take the greatest care, especially of his nourishment, Reine; and
if I leave you for a little while alone with him--” “Are you going away,
mamma?” said Reine, with a guilty thrill of pleasure which she rebuked
and heartily tried to cast out from her mind; for had she not pledged
herself to be good, to bear everything, never to suffer a thought that
was unkind to enter her mind, if only Herbert might recover? She dared
not risk that healing by permitting within her any movement of feeling
that was less than tender and kind. She stopped accordingly and changed
her tone, and repeated with eagerness, “Mamma, do you think of going
away?” Madame de Mirfleur felt that there was a difference in the tone
with which these two identical sentences were spoken; but she was not
nearly enough in sympathy with her daughter to divine what that
difference meant.
“If Herbert continues to get better--and if the doctor thinks well of
him when he comes to-morrow, I think I will venture to return home for a
little while, to see how everything is going on.” Madame de Mirfleur was
half apologetic in her tone. “I am not like you, Reine,” she said,
kissing her daughter’s cheek, “I have so many things to think of; I am
torn in so many pieces; dear Herbert here; the little ones lá-bas; and
my husband. What a benediction of God is this relief in the midst of our
anxiety, if it will but last! Chérie, if the doctor thinks as we do, I
will leave you with François to take care of my darling boy, while I go
and see that all is going well in Normandy. See! I was afraid to hope;
and now your hope, ma Reine, has overcome me and stolen into my heart.”
Yesterday this speech would have roused one of the devils who tempted
her in Reine’s thoughts--and even now the evil impulse swelled upward
and struggled for the mastery, whispering that Madame de Mirfleur was
thinking more of the home “lá-bas,” than of poor Herbert; that she was
glad to seize the opportunity to get away, and a hundred other evil
things. Reine grew crimson, her mother could not tell why. It was with
her a struggle, poor child, to overcome this wicked thought and to cast
from her mind all interpretations of her mother’s conduct except the
kindest one. The girl grew red with the effort she made to hold fast by
her pledge and resist all temptation. It was better to let her mind be a
blank without thought at all, than to allow evil thoughts to come in
after she had promised to God to abandon them.
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