Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
Robbie had gone out, to chew his cud of very bitter fancy. His thoughts
were not so uncomplicated, so distinguishable, as those of his
stronger-minded friend. He had been seized quite suddenly, as he had
been at intervals ever since he fell under Lew’s influence, with a
revulsion of feeling against this man, to whom he had been for this
month past, as for years, with broken intervals, before, the chose, the
chattel, the shadow and echo. It was perhaps the nature of poor Robbie
to be the chose of somebody, of any one who would take possession of him
except his natural guides: but there was a strain of the fantastic in
his spirit, as well as an instinct for what was lawful and right, which
had made him insufferable among the strange comrades to whom he had
drifted, yet never was strong enough to sever him from their lawless
company. He had never himself done any violent or dishonest act, though
he was one of the band who did, and had doubtless indirectly profited by
their ill-gotten gains. Perhaps refraining himself from every practical
breach of law, it gave him a pleasure, an excitement, to see the others
breaking it constantly, and to study the strange phenomena of it? I
suggest this possible explanation to minds more philosophical than mine.
Certainly Robbie was not philosophical, and if he was moved by so subtle
a principle, was quite unaware of it. He was in a tumult of disgust on
this occasion with Lew, and everything connected with him--with all the
trouble of hiding him, of securing his escape, of keeping watch and ward
for his sake, and of getting money for him out of the little store which
his mother had saved for him, Robbie, and not for any stranger. This
piquant touch of personal loss perhaps did more than anything else to
intensify his sudden ill-humour, offence, and rebellion. He strayed out
to see if the gap could be passed, if the deep precipitous gully down
the side of the hill gave shelter enough for a hurried escape. As he
wandered down towards the little stream, his eyes suddenly became
suspicious, and he saw a pursuer behind every tree and bush. He thought
he saw a man’s hat in the distance always disappearing as he followed
it: he thought even that the little girls playing beyond in the open
looked at him with significant glances, pointing him out to each
other--and this indeed was not a fancy; but there was nothing dangerous
in the indication--“Eh, see yon man! that’s the lady’s son at the
Hewan”--which these young persons, not at all conspirators, gave.
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