Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
How this night passed over, this dreadful night, under the once peaceful
roof of the Hewan, was never known. It must have been dawn, though it
seemed to her so dark, when Mrs Ogilvy dropped on her knees by the
dining-room door--and how she got to her own room she did not know. She
came to herself with the brilliant summer morning pervading all things,
her room full of light, her body full of pain, her mind, as soon as she
was conscious, coming back with a dull spring to the knowledge of
catastrophe and disaster, though for the first moment she could not tell
what it was. She was lying upon her bed fully dressed, her white shawl,
which she had been wearing last night, flung, all crumpled, upon the
floor, but nothing else changed. A thicker shawl had been thrown over
her. Who was it that had carried her up-stairs? This became an awful
question as her mind grew clearer. Who was it? who was it?--the
victor--perhaps the survivor---- She was aching from head to foot,
feeling as if her bones were broken, and she could never stand on her
feet again; but when this thought entered her mind she sprang up from
her bed like a young girl. The survivor!--perhaps Robbie, Robbie, her
once innocent boy, with the stain of blood on his hands: perhaps---- Mrs
Ogilvy snatched at the shawl on the floor, which looked almost as if
something dead might lie hidden under it, and wrapped herself in it, not
knowing why, and stole down-stairs in the brightness of that early
morning before even Janet was stirring. She hurried into the
dining-room, from which she had been shut out only a few hours ago, with
her heart leaping in her throat, not knowing what awful scene she might
see. But there was nothing there. A chair had been knocked down, and lay
in the middle of the floor in a sort of grotesque helplessness, as if in
mockery of the mother’s fears. Nothing else. She stood for a moment,
rendered weak again by sudden relief, asking herself if that awful
vision of the night had been merely a dream, until suddenly a little
heap of torn paper flung upon the ornaments in the grate brought it back
again so vividly that all her fears awoke once more. Then she stole away
again to the bedrooms, in which, if all was well, they should be lying
asleep. There was no sound from Robbie’s, or she could hear none from
the beating of her heart. She stole in very softly, as she had not
ventured to do since the first morning after his return. There he lay,
one arm over his head like a child, breathing that soft breath of
absolute rest which is almost inaudible, so deep and so quiet. What
fountains of love and tenderness burst forth in the old mother’s breast,
softening it, healing it, filling its dryness with heavenly dew. Oh,
Robbie, God bless him! God bless him! who at the last had stood for his
mother--who would not let her be hurt--who would rather lose everything.
And she had perhaps been hard upon him! There was no blood on the hand
of one who slept like _that_.
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