Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
The rain had driven her indoors, and in the parlour where she was, she
heard them overhead. They seemed to be moving about softly, and
sometimes crossed the passage, as if going from one room to another.
They had shared the clothes with which Robbie had liberally provided
himself on his return--and the thought that they were busied only with
so homely an occupation as packing brought back a little comfort to her.
A man does not fash about his clothes, she thought, who has murder in
his head. She shook off her terror with a heat of shame flaming over
her. Shame to have done injustice to her neighbour, how much more to her
son! They were thinking of no such dreadful things: it was only the
panic of her own imagination which was in fault. She said to herself
that if it must be so, if Robbie left her, she would get from him a sure
address, and there she would send him the money he wanted, or whatever
he wanted--for was it not all his? This was what she would do: she had
nothing to give him now. Perhaps, perhaps he might be deterred by that
and wait till she could get it for him, while his friend went on. What a
thing this would be, to get him alone, to talk to him, to represent to
him how much better to take a little time, to think, to give himself a
chance. She thought over all this, and shook her head while she thought;
for, alas! this was what Robbie would never do.
Suddenly, it seemed in a moment, the rain stopped, the distant thunder
came to an end, the battle in the skies was over. And after all the
tumult and commotion of the elements, the clouds, which had poured
themselves out, dispersed in rags and fragments of vapour, and let the
sky look through--the most serene evening sky, with the stars faintly
visible through the wistful lingering daylight--the sweetest evening,
with that clearness as of weeping, and radiance as of hope returned,
which is in the skies after the relief of the rain, and in a human
countenance sometimes when all its tears have been shed, and there are
no more to come. Was it a good omen, or was it only the resignation of
despair which shone upon her out of that evening sky?
CHAPTER XXII.
Mrs Ogilvy went wearily up-stairs after the suspense and alarm of this
long, long day. It was all that she could do to drag one foot after
another, to keep upright; her brain was in a confusion of misery, out of
which she now could distinguish no distinct sentiment--terror and grief
and suspense, and the vague wild apprehension of some unintelligible
catastrophe, all mingling together. When she reached the head of the
stairs she met Robbie, who told her, not looking at her, that he had
bidden Janet prepare the supper earlier than usual, “for we’ll have to
make a start to-night,” he said.
She seized his hand in her frail ones, which could scarcely hold it.
“Robbie, will you go?--will you go, and break my heart?”
“It’s of no use speaking, mother; let me be free of you at least, for
God’s sake! You will drive me mad----”
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