Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
holding him, with an influence which he could not resist. But whenever
he was removed from that influence, his mind and spirit had rebelled
against it. Now it seemed impossible, too wonderful to believe, that he
was free, that Lew’s voice would never call him back, nor Lew’s will
rule him again. But neither was he glad. Lew had led him very far in
these few days--almost to the robbing, almost to the killing, of his
mother--his mother, who had fought for them both like a lion, who had
done everything and dared everything for their sakes. But the slave, the
bondsman, though he felt the thrill of his freedom in his veins, did not
rejoice in the death of his taskmaster. It was too recent, too terrible,
too tragical for that. The sight of that familiar face lying in the
moonlight was always before him--he could not get it out of his eyes. He
did not attempt to go to bed, but walked up and down, sometimes going
into the drawing-room where his mother lay, with a wonderful tenderness
towards her, altogether new to his consciousness, and understanding of
the part she had played. He had never thought of this before. It had
seemed to him merely the course of nature, what was to be expected, the
sort of thing women did, and were glad and proud to be permitted to do.
To have a son to do everything for was her delight. Why should not the
son take it as such?--she was pleasing herself. That was what he had
always thought,--he awakened to a different sense, another appreciation,
not perhaps very vivid, but yet genuine. She had almost been killed for
her love--surely there was something in it after all, more than the
course of nature. He was very sorry for her, to see her lying there with
little spots of blood upon her white night-dress, and the shawl all
covered with blood laid aside in the corner. Poor mother! She was old
and she was weak, and most likely she would die of it. And it was Lew’s
doing, and all for his own sake.
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