Who Was Lost and Is Found: A NovelOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Who Was Lost and Is Found: A Novel
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Criminals -- Fiction; Mothers and sons -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction
They sat and looked at each other across the little area of the peaceful
room. He, stretching half across it, too big almost for the little
place. She, in her white shawl and her white cap, its natural occupant
and mistress. Her stocking had dropped into her lap, and she looked at
him with a pathos and wistfulness in her eyes which were scarcely
concealed by the anxious smile which she turned upon him. They were not
equal in anything, in this less than in other particulars--for he was
indifferent, asking her the question without much care for the answer,
while she was moved to her finger-ends with anxiety on the subject,
thrilling with emotion and fear. She looked at him for her inspiration,
to endeavour to read in his eyes what answer would suit him best, what
she could say to follow his mood, to please him or to guide him as might
be. Mrs Ogilvy had not many experiences that were encouraging. She had
little confidence in her power to influence and to lead. If she could
know what he would like her to say, that would be something. She had in
her heart a feeling which, though very quiet, was in reality despair.
She did not know what to do with him--she had no hope that it would
matter anything what she wanted to do. He would do what he liked, what
he chose, and not anything she could say.
“My dear,” she said, “when this calamity is over-past, and you have got
settled a little, there will be plenty of things that you could do.”
“That’s very doubtful,” he said; “and you have not much faith in it
yourself. I’ve been used to do nothing. I don’t know what work is like.
Do you think I’m fit for it? I had to work on board ship, and how I
hated it words could never tell. I was too much of a duffer, they said,
to do seaman’s work. They made me help the cook--fancy, your son helping
the cook!”
“It is quite honest work,” she said, with a little quiver in her
voice--“quite honest work.”
He laughed a little. “That’s like you,” he said; “and now you will want
me to do more honest work. I will need to, I suppose.” He paused here,
and gave her a keen look, which, fortunately, she did not understand.
“But the thing is, I’m good for nothing. I cannot dig, and to beg I am
ashamed. I’ve done many things, but I’ve not worked much all my life. I
will be left on your hands--and what will you do with me?” He was not
so indifferent, after all, as when he began. He was almost in earnest,
keeping his eye upon her, to read her face as well as her words. But
somehow she, who was so anxious to divine him, to discover what he
wished her to say--she had no notion, notwithstanding all her anxiety,
what it was he desired to know.
“My bonnie man!” she said, “it’s a hard question to answer. What could I
wish to do with you but what would be best for yourself? I have made no
plan for you, Robbie. Whatever you can think of that you would like--or
whatever we can think of, putting our two heads together--but just, my
dear, what would suit you best----”
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