England -- Fiction; Political fiction; Politicians -- Fiction; Spy stories
While we lived together, she had apparently exercised the greatest
caution not to show herself possessed of money, for she always did her
shopping in Kensington High Street, with due regard to economy, as
became the wife of a man of limited means. Never once had she grumbled
or sighed because she could not purchase higher-priced hats or dresses,
but, always content, she had, I remembered, been proud to exhibit to me
those odds-and-ends picked up in drapers' shops, so dear to the feminine
heart, and known as bargains. When I had regretted my small income, as
I had done more than once, she had fondly kissed me, declaring herself
perfectly willing to wait until I had obtained a diplomatic and more
lucrative appointment. "You have an excellent friend in the Earl," she
would say, smiling sweetly. "He is certain to give you a post before
long. Be patient."
I had been patient, and had lost her.
Plunged in deep despair, I turned into the courtyard of the hotel, and
sat down to think. As I did so a servant handed me a telegram. It was
from Lord Warnham at Osborne, requesting my return on the morrow.
The one thought that possessed me was that Ella--or the woman I had
known and adored under that name--was in Paris. Could I leave without
seeing her? She had deserted me, it was true, yet my passion was at
that moment as intense even as it had been in those calm autumn days
when we had wandered together along the peaceful lanes around old-world
Chateauroux, hand-in-hand, in sweet contentment. In those
never-to-be-forgotten hours we both possessed the delights of love and
fever of happiness. To us everything was passion, ecstasy and delirium.
We both felt as if we were living in a rose-coloured atmosphere; the
heights of sentimentality glistened in our imaginations, and common
everyday existence appeared to us to be far down below in the distance--
in the shade between the gaps in these heights. I still felt the
softness of that tiny hand I had so often pressed to my lips; I still
felt the clasp of her arms about my neck; I still saw her deep blue eyes
gazing into mine as we interchanged vows of eternal fidelity.
The cry of a man selling the _Soir_ aroused me. I rose suddenly. Yes,
I must see her again. I must see her, if for the last time.
Stepping into a cab, I directed the man to drive to her house, then,
seating myself, glanced at my watch. It was already near midnight.
Soon, with the clip-clap of the horse's hoofs sounding upon the
asphalte, we were crossing the Place de la Concorde, rendered bright by
its myriad lights, then entering the broad avenue we passed the lines of
illuminated cafes half-hidden by the trees surrounding them, and,
driving on for some ten minutes, at last pulled up among a number of
private carriages that were setting down guests before a great mansion,
where I alighted.
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