England -- Fiction; Political fiction; Politicians -- Fiction; Spy stories
"You are silent, Geoffrey," she whispered hoarsely at last, starting at
the sound of her own voice. Then, throwing her soft arms about my neck,
she clung to me passionately, as she was wont to do in those bygone days
of happiness, saying, "You cannot deny that you still care for me--that
I am yours. Yet you are thinking of the past; of what you regard as my
base faithlessness! My actions were, I admit, full of apparent
ingratitude. Yes, I cast your great love beneath my feet and trampled
it in the mire, not because I am what I am, I swear, but because such
action was imperative--because I was striving for my emancipation."
"Your emancipation?" I exclaimed, with a touch of anger. "From your
marriage vows, it seems."
"Ah, no!" cried the Grand Duchess, throwing back her white neck, which
rose with her hot, panting breath. "No, no, not that! I struggled to
free myself from a tie so hateful that I believe I should have killed
myself were it not that I loved you so fondly, and hoped that some day
happiness would again be ours. But, alas! I strove in vain; for, when
within an ace of success, you became filled with suspicion and accused
me of unfaithfulness, while it became imperative, almost at the same
moment, that I should return to the position I had sought to relinquish.
Since I fled from you I have lived on from day to day full of bitter
regrets and in constant fear lest you should discover that I was not
what I represented myself to be, and come here to demand an explanation.
Well, at last you have come, and--and all I can now do is to assure you
that I acted in our mutual interests, and to implore your forgiveness."
I still gazed at her without replying.
"Forgive me, Geoffrey," she repeated. "One cannot get accustomed to the
loss of happiness, and I cannot live without you; indeed, I cannot. Say
that we may begin again, that, even though we must for the present be
parted, we may still love and live for each other. See! I am laughing
and am happy," she cried hysterically. "Speak! Do speak to me?"
Tears were trembling in her deep, wonderful eyes like dewdrops in the
calix of a blue flower, and without knowing what I did, I stroked her
silky hair. Slowly she bent her head, and at last I softly kissed her
eyelids.
"Yes," I said huskily, "I love you, Ella--for I can call you by no other
name, and cannot think of you other than as the woman I believed you to
be. I can see that although we are man and wife in the eyes of the law,
that you were right to end the folly, even though you were unable to do
it without some pangs of conscience. You are my wife, it is true, but
our lives lie apart, for your position precludes you from acknowledging
me to the world as your husband. You--"
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