"Good-by forever! Good-by-yi-yi forever,'" warbled Betty after Tosti,
somewhat infected by her friend's recent performances. "Fancy the
Irresistible coming another cropper, and at the hands of a mere infant
like you! I suppose I ought to be sorry for him, but I'm not. It'll
teach him to keep his hands off _my_ friends, anyway!" she exclaimed
vindictively.
"I gather," murmured Joan with a pale smile, "that you did not
altogether fancy me as an aunt?"
"Rather not! I prefer you 'as is.' Plenty of aunts in the world, and not
so many Joans."
She went at last, leaving the heroine of the evening to a sleepless
night.
CHAPTER XVIII
Morning did not bring the word from Eduard Desmond that Joan told
herself must surely come; the explanation, the excuse, no matter how
bald, which she might go through the form of accepting. Nor did the day
following bring any message.
On the third day, however, came a basket of candy, a superlative affair
of blue straw, tied with wide blue ribbons and quite realistic
forget-me-nots. Within was the expected communication:
I never say the ugly word "good-by," if I can help it,
Beautiful. Better to keep intact the memory of our last evening
together.
From my heart I thank you for what you have given me. Such
experiences do not come twice in a lifetime.--I have learned.
And you, sweetest of them all, what have you learned? At least
to remember me, I hope! EDUARD.
Joan read this over and over, incredulously--The cruelty of it, the
sheer, epicurean viciousness, appalled her. She said to herself, like
the man in Hedda Gabler, "But people don't do such things!"
Evidently they did, and escaped unscathed. She clenched her hands
helplessly. Oh, to be able to tell her father! A rush of primitive
feeling came over her, almost of blood-lust. She wanted vengeance on the
man who had surfeited himself with her innocence, her youth, it seemed
to poor Joan her very soul--and had made amends by sending her a box of
candy! The candy seemed somehow a worse insult than the jewel he had
given her. It mocked her with its triviality. Bon-bons in return
for--what?
With a groan she swept the offering off the table on to the floor; and
treading confections underfoot at every step, she fled across her room
to the shelter of her bed, where she flung herself face downward.
WHY? WHY? was the despairing cry of her spirit. How had he dared to
treat her so lightly? What had she done?
The answer was not far to seek. With a shudder she remembered her
careful study of the rôle she had chosen to play, her considered
coquetries and sophistications, even her dressing, the display of silken
ankles, of bared arm, her modest décolletage--all weapons she had
employed not quite in ignorance. Precocious instinct and the comments of
her step-mother had taught her much. She had deliberately, and for her
own ends, joined the order of the Brazen Hussies--With this result!
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