Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Once Reuben had supposed that everyone possessed something like his own
electric awareness of the emotional state of others. In school at
Deerfield he used to foresee disaster whenever the teacher was about to
break into rage at Johnny Hoyt or Tom Hawks or some other favorite butt;
Reuben had never been wrong, wincing in sympathy for five or ten minutes
before the ruler slammed on a palm or the birch was lifted in ceremony
from the wall. At fifteen he still found it difficult to credit that few
actually did possess that awareness. The thing itself, he guessed, was
merely a sharp observation for tiny shifts of expression or inflections
of the voice.... Shawn had reeked of guilt--but more. The large blue
eyes had met Reuben's once above the glittering coin; and had
understood.
Unable to suggest anything in the realm of proof, Reuben quailed at
thought of speaking out. On Sunday, briefly alone with Uncle John, he
did attempt it, and fumbled it; the old man was shocked, confused, a
little angry and apparently not in a mood to listen; Reuben in misery
cancelled his own words. After that, with pain but doggedly, Reuben
considered the possibility that he was suffering from green vicious
jealousy because Ben so plainly admired the big Irishman. But the one
fact that needed no proof, the fact of the convenience of Jan Dyckman's
death for a man who wished to be mate of _Artemis_, remained like a cold
lump of indigestion, inescapable and sour.... That devil Shawn would not
have used the knife himself. That would be Judas Marsh. It could be
one-eyed Marsh behind the peaceful dark trees of John Kenny's orchard.
When Reuben could sleep at all, Shawn invaded sickly dreams, his
features rather changed, sometimes carrying a flintlock, but always
rubbing the brilliant coin, sardonically ready to tell Reuben something
or other. His words (usually) were no more than "_Floreat_ Rex"--but the
Irishman's true meaning appeared to be that the house was afire, or that
somebody, somewhere, was being flogged, and Reuben too much a womanish
coward to do anything about it. "_Floreat Rex_," said Shawn, meaning
also of course: "I think I'll cut that off--you can't plant anything
with it." Three times Reuben woke in a sweat from such a snarling dream,
the third and worst time being on the Saturday night after Ben's return
from his hour with Faith in the garden--of which he told Reuben with shy
self-deprecating astonishment, a need to speak, a need to marvel aloud
that anyone could be as fortunate as himself.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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