"I know. I say that because a priest is commonly the most earnest in nourishing and supporting men's hate for whatever is unlike themselves. I have never understood why it should be so--Jesus, if I rightly remember, did not assert that there was only one path of virtue. Well--the desire of women may come to thee at a later time." "It came to Ben before he was fourteen." "And in France, I believe, they still burn at the stake the ones who--never mind--my wits are wandering. Thou may'st have wondered too, why I live so like a monk? Why I have never married?" "Mr. Welland, I don't think I've ever wondered much, about your life, because--oh, because you're as you are, because I don't seem to have any wish that you should be in any way different." "What art thou saying now?" "Is that strange?" Reuben was able then to rise and go to him, seeing his crinkled hands hanging motionless, his face that most would have found supremely ugly, lowered, eyes downcast, hidden. "Is it strange?" "To me, yes. Since no one ever said the like to me. Reuben, thou art still growing--many more changes--let them come to pass--heavens, what else can anyone do? But remember: whatever thou art, that is good. I have no fantastic heart's image of thee, Reuben. I love thy self, whatever it is and will become. Now let me only kiss thy forehead, once, and I must go." * * * * * The garden was empty but for the daffodils, and the violets by the fence, and, near the empty stone seat, a hyacinth that had opened blue eyes for the sacrament of May. In the house itself Ben imagined too much quiet. His uneasiness had not lessened but grown. His hands had been shaking when he hitched Molly; now they wobbled again when it was necessary to lift the knocker, but they lifted it, and let it fall, and Ben winced at the outrageous clamor his ears made of it in the silent street. Foolish of course, a green boy's idiocy, to stand here shivering and hoping everyone had gone away. No sound of footsteps within. Ben made vague resolves to try the knocker once more and then hurry for the warehouse. He was not late, however; it was still short of four o'clock, so Uncle John would not have left. No sound of steps, but the door opened, and Clarissa at sight of him looked unmistakably astonished. "May I have a word with Mistress Faith, or"--Ben gulped, and applied finishing touches to half a dozen plans in the time it took Clarissa to glance down in slight embarrassment at the soft slippers she was wearing, and up to his face again--"or with Captain Jenks, if he...." "Why, I'm sorry, sir. They're all away. They left within the half-hour." "All away?" Ben thought: This is--relief? _Relief?_ "Yes, sir. Madam Jenks and the girls might be returning within an hour or two--or, I think, you might find them at the docks. They all left in the coach." "Oh.... The--docks?" _I must stop this parrot-babbling._