Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Shawn--the same Shawn and somehow not the same--was coming forward, the
green coat flapping about him as he swayed with perfect casual ease to
the sloop's leaning and rise and fall. "Your head'll be paining you,
Beneen, I know it and sorry I am for it, but without a bit of persuasion
you'd never have consented to come with old Shawn at all, I could see
that, the way I was forced to it entirely. O the poor landside dreams
that do hold a man, the pull of a hearthstone and the clutch of women!
You're free, Beneen--old Shawn hath set you free. Never you mind all
that now. Back below, man dear, and tell Dummy I said to give you a jolt
of rum. You'll not be standing watch the day. Tomorrow you shall,
beginning with the forenoon watch, that'll be eight o'clock of the
morning the way you measured time in the old days, man dear, the old
days you was a landsman, but now you go with Shawn, now you go with old
Shawn that knows the brave heart of you, and that better than you'll be
knowing it yourself, now that's no lie."
The Irishman was virtually singing. It penetrated the whirling agony of
Ben's head--a little. He mumbled uncomprehendingly, not understanding
with his brain, but understanding the event in his marrow maybe as
clearly as he had ever done in the year since then. Shawn watched him,
smiling, firm on the crazy deck like a weighted doll: let the world
swing upside down, that'll stay upright, no fear. "It was the drinks.
You drugged me," said Ben, not believing it, praying for denial.
"Ben, go below!" Shawn said that firmly but softly, not unkindly, and
moved away forward in rolling ease, the green back vanishing beyond the
mainsail, the dark riddle of him immediately replaced by the black
riddle of someone else. This also Ben would not believe, this gaunt
thing striding aft, its black eye-patch and its frozen smile. With no
effort, the one-eyed man of the Lion Tavern detached Ben's hands from
the rail. "Captain said go below," said Judah Marsh, and struck him in
the face.
Ben tumbled sprawling into the cabin. There Dummy supported him kindly
and fed him rum. There, presently, Ben understood how Jan Dyckman had
died. He began, a little, to understand why.
The gray haze of that day wore itself out to evening with no questions
answered except in the privacy of Ben's mind, and those without
finality. Rain was falling when he went on deck again. The headache was
receding, his body learning balance. He could not find the sun that
would have told him what way the sloop was bound. Now and then Shawn
passed him on the deck as if totally unaware of him. No one indeed
acknowledged his existence at all except a bulky black-haired man,
smooth-faced and young, who grinned at him in vacuous amiability. The
others called that man Manuel. But when Ben dared to ask him: "Where are
we bound?" Manuel shrugged and grinned and spread his hands, and shook
his head until Ben feared he might be another mute, and then said at
last: "Rain stop soon."
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