Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
It was ever the same, Mills said. Jenks was there, and alive; but what
the Captain wanted of him was beyond the imagination of an old man who'd
been brought up Godfearing in Gloucester. Jenks' ankles were close
together in irons; Ledyard had stapled the chain of the irons to the
floor and nailed a plank over the staple so that nothing less than a
crowbar would ever tear it loose. The chain was long enough to allow
Jenks to lie in his bunk or sit at the stationary bench by the built-in
table. When the ketch was careened for cleaning, Mills said, the Old
Man must be obliged to lie braced against the side boards of his
bunk--never speaking a word. Nothing movable was allowed within Jenks'
reach except a light wooden food tray that Mills pushed to him by a long
stick, and the slop bucket, managed with the same stick, and a leather
flask of rum. Under Shawn's strictest orders, Mills observed all the
precautions one might with a chained bear. Jenks laughed at that
sometimes, Mills said--but spoke not a word. He had not once touched the
rum; Mills was certain of it. The flask lay in a corner, some motion of
the vessel having dislodged it from the table where Shawn had tossed it.
It still lay within Jenks' reach: Mills doubted if he even looked at it.
And the leather had turned green on the outside with tropic mold.
Shawn actually slept in that cabin, the door locked. Beside the bunk
across the cabin from the one Jenks used, Ledyard had built a heavy
wooden screen, and after that Ledyard also had been forbidden the place.
The screen, Mills supposed, would keep the chained bear from hurling his
bucket at Shawn while Shawn slept--if Shawn ever slept....
The May moon sank into a grayness of horizon cloud behind the island,
then sank altogether, lost out of the night, and with its passing the
shadow of the _Diana_ vanished into the black immensity of the sea.
Under the blackness that spread above him like another sea bearing a
foam of stars, Ben stood in a loneliness complete, feeling nothing for a
time but the loyal secret motion of his own heart and the noise of ocean
not concerned with him. He was waiting: waiting at least for the gradual
fading of the dark that must soon begin in the lower sky, maybe for
something more. That light would come in its time, over the open waters
in the east, pouring upward, compelling the sea of blackness to a
luminous change and then dissolving it away. But what is morning to a
slave?
Why, nothing. Nothing unless in some way the light can grow within the
slave as well as upon the world where he drags out his captivity.
I have been too passive, Ben thought, and that for much too long a time.
Defiant, yes, and maybe brave enough, but in a child's way, to no real
purpose. For that first month or so I may have had some excuse--I was
dazed; I had never dreamed any such thing could happen, to me. But since
then, no excuse for drifting, letting things happen. There must have
been something I could have done.
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