Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
"They seldom do, Reuben, though often they injure themselves. She is
nearly forty, that woman we saw today--I've known her bite her tongue
and bruise herself, but nothing worse. As a rule they die somewhat
young. It's as well you saw her so--the condition is not too rare and
you'll encounter it again."
"And the books?"
"Have nothing to offer but speculation and bad advice. Nothing I've
tried ever had the slightest effect.... What's that?--I mean the one
that called from back there in the pasture."
"Red-winged blackbird."
"I wish I knew 'em all, the way you do."
"Brought up with 'em in the wilderness, Amadeus. But nobody could know
them all.... Do the books tell anything of the cause?"
"Nothing worth your notice. Speculation, most of it not based on
clinical observation. And (as you suggest) without at least some
knowledge of immediate causes, treatment's only a blind groping. We must
try it of course, because sometimes a guess is correct. But somehow we
must also push back along the chain of causes--widen the area of
light--somehow.... As you may or may not know, there are many going
about in the world far madder than that poor epileptic, who is not
really mad at all but merely drops into her fit from time to time, and
usually comes out of it unharmed. A fearful thing to watch, Ru--I dare
say you still feel it in your stomach. But some of the forms of madness
that don't so loudly announce themselves are much worse."
"The world may be a mad place, Amadeus, but there go the peeper frogs. I
told you they might, on such an afternoon."
"So they do. You don't suppose----?"
"If we continue to the pond, they'll stop. However, should we then squat
patient in our boots, the thing might be done--imitating boulders, you
know. We might, as it were, rock ourselves into the semblance of a
natural outgrowth."
"Who now hath plumbed the depths of a contumelious paronomasia?"
"Ha!"
"That log looks more comfortable."
"If the ants on it are black, yes. If red, no."
"They look black, the few I see. Is there a difference?"
"Oh, my friend! How did you survive till I came to you?"
"Don't know."
"Yes, they're black.... By the madder ones, you mean the raving kind?
Those with wild delusions?"
"Those, and others. I was thinking of the quieter sort, who are seldom
called mad. Men and women eaten up with suspicion. So that--I think
you've never encountered this, but beware of it if you do--so that
everything happening within their purview must be bent to the shape of
that suspicion; and to hear them talk you'd suppose the whole world was
allied in conspiracy against them. I'd guess that such a state of mind
is begotten of a most fearful vanity. And what evil is commoner than
vanity? Of course that particular sickness of the mind is only one of
its fruits. How seldom do you find anyone who hath ever attempted to
look on his own life with something like the eye of eternity! But
without at least some detachment, vanity is bound to grow."
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