Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
"Oh, Ben, I was remembering how it was when they brought him home to us.
Is it possible that was only three weeks ago now? And thinking of the
burial, and how all the things we did--all the words spoken, ours, the
minister's, our friends'--how all that was so far from--him. Am I a
terrible bad heathen, that I should have felt--well, angry at it? But
mark you, Ben, I did _not_ show it, I did _not_ have one of my--my
Times. Did I? Did I show it, Ben?"
"Certainly not. You was a most quiet sweet mouse and opened your mouth
for naught but Amen and Thine-is-the-power."
"Faith and Mama in tears all day, and the neighbors resenting my dry
eyes, be sure of it, and good Mr. Hoskison so--marry, so important! As
if motions of the hands and holy words spoken could make any difference
to one who's died and gone away. But you don't think I'm a terrible bad
heathen?"
"You are not, but if Ben and I labor with you long enough, love, perhaps
we can make you one. I have hopes."
"Oh, you!"
"No, Charity, never mind the pup, you're no heathen, or if you are, then
I too. I've no patience with--let's call it mummery. I saw your father
die. He was a captain of men, and he died well. No words spoken over his
body can add anything to that. Such words are for the living, if they
wish them. No one spoke them for Daniel Shawn, and though it may be that
I killed him, I loved him too."
_And having said so much, and understood it while you said it, you will
never lean on me again, the which I accept because it is right._ Reuben
shied another pebble beyond the running line of the water's edge, aiming
for a circle of hurrying foam, hitting it with a neat plop in the
center. Good exercise for a steady hand. What he had said to Ben
concerning storm and calm was banal, he reflected, but truth has a way
of hiding in the blur of the commonplace and must be hunted there from
time to time: no good rushing upstairs or outdoors in search of a paper
that lies on the table under your nose. We do pass continually from
storm to calm--every one of us, even Madam Prudence Jenks. So meet them
both, in the atmosphere of doubt where honesty is--whether in fog over
quicksand, or on firm-appearing ground like this under a sunny sky of
June. Reuben tossed another pebble, seeing Charity smile at him
ruminatively, a gust of the sea breeze lifting a lock of soft hair from
her broad forehead; then her homely, snub-nosed, square-jawed face
turned back to Ben and was beautiful.
"I was thinking too, I wish I might have been with you both when Mr.
Kenny died. You've told me little of that, indeed nothing much about
your homecoming."
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