Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
"What's the Atlantic?--a gray mad stormy puddle. Sea of the
Caribbees?--a small hot lagoon, green lumps of land like a lady's
emerald necklace on a blue gown--oh, steady as she goes! I'll grant you
her breast can heave and toss. If the wind's coming dark and fast down
there in the Caribbees I'll strip canvas quick as any man and remember I
was brought up religious, for men and ships are small things. But out
there on the far side of the world, have I not seen an empty island open
to the west, where the high rollers came down and down forever with all
the blind leagues of the sea behind them, down and down as heavy and
slow and sure as the years beating on a man's youth? Have I not seen
Pacific moonrise where no land is, and the gray and silver piled higher
than the North Star Polaris?"
* * * * *
Ben woke on Thursday before dawn, disoriented in time, noticing how the
days and nights of being in love run together like those disquieted by
simpler fevers. He recalled it was a Monday afternoon when he watched
_Artemis_ sail home, therefore a Monday evening when he went to bed
undeniably drunk, therefore a gray Tuesday morning when Mr. Hibbs,
red-eyed and taciturn, gave him and Reuben an assignment of one hundred
and twenty lines of the _Tristia_ of Ovid, to be absorbed by Wednesday
afternoon, plus (as atonement for Tuesday morning's inattention and
general sinfulness) a demand for five copies per boy, in a fair firm
hand with no nonsense, no margin of error, of the entire conjugation of
the verb [Greek: kephalalgeô], which means _to have a headache_. So
Tuesday and Wednesday coalesced to one inky-dark billow of time, and now
before dawn the young apple tree out there that Reuben had spoken of was
stirring in a new pale softness. As Ben watched, the sky awoke beyond
Dorchester Neck, and the truth of full bloom was confirmed. He thought:
I'll see her today.
She was lying touched by the pallor of the morning as he knelt at the
window, a breeze on his shoulders mild as a woman's fingers. She was
sleeping--in a garden maybe, or under that same apple tree's white foam,
her gold-brown hair tumbled over the grass, a curl of it on her forehead
above the flush of damask rose. The blue vague garment betrayed her in
sleep--no, rather his own daring hand drew it down, leaving bare one
breast and the red flower of it. From that, the fantasy moved with
reluctance, sluggishly, oppressed by the sense of a thing contrived:
sweet yet false. Nevertheless for a moment she shone quite naked,
turning in her sleep away from him, a swell of flesh pliant under his
hand and hiding the dark desired triangle, the other flower of red. But
then she was no longer Faith; she was any woman, with a face unknown.
Reuben stirred and yawned. "Behold the nympholept! Benjamin, what of the
night?"
"It a'n't night, Muttonhead."
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