Historical fiction; United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Ben saw she was close to tears. Kate wept easily at many things trifling
and great; this was no trifle. What she referred to was a labor of
years, a sampler intended (some day) for the wall of Mr. Kenny's study.
For all Ben knew it might have been started before he was born. Kate
herself couldn't say when she began it, as she couldn't say for sure how
old she was, or what year it was she came as a redemptioner from
England. To Kate all the past telescoped in a half-reality, and memories
overflowing in her talk could seldom be closely tied to conventional
mileposts of time. Ben had seen the incomplete sampler, shyly unfolded
from a workbasket at times when Mr. Kenny was away in the city. The
border was almost done, she said. From the bottom on either side rose
branches, ivy idealized, stitched in springtime greens with immense
pains and skill; at the top the branches met, interlocking as leaves in
nature do, contending but sharing sunlight. That part, she claimed, was
easy--why, you just stitched it: so, and so. But the motto caused her
endless grief, since she had never been taught to write or read. She
knew the alphabet; with desperate trouble she could fit together
elements of it indicating words. Ben wondered how she had found courage
for such a project before he and Reuben were present to aid her. But she
was still troubled even with their aid. No motto was ever quite good
enough on second thought. Occasionally she changed the lovely border
too. Once Ben had found her rocking in her sewing chair and weeping
because, she said, a brown thread among the leaves was the _wrong_
brown and must be picked out, every stitch, and that by candlelight. Her
eyes hurt--weren't as good as they used to be.
"Woman dear," said Reuben, "you've gone and lost the paper."
She blinked in sorrow at the hominy and sausage she set before him.
"That I have, and I don't understand how a body _can_ be so heedless. I
did, I had it in my basket, and then I vow I must've wrapped something
in it, maybe a skein, and put it away somewhere, _I_ don't know
where--why, my mind's light, light as a whore's promise, I just don't
_think_ good."
Ben reached out to pat her fat floury hand, as Reuben said: "Then we'll
draw you a fresh one. A nothing for such scholars as me and my little
brother--only, bruit it not abroad that ever I said such a thing. You
know, Kate, the sin of vanity in us--sad, sad."
She chuckled, dashing a comfortable tear from a bulging cheek, and
bounced away to deal with a fresh emergency. Fragments of yesterday's
chicken sat on a side table waiting a destiny in soup, and the lean
yellow tomcat, Mr. Eccles, had wandered in nursing a sordid plot, one
easily detected and swiftly refuted by a whisk of Kate's apron. He came
over to rub Ben's leg rather grimly, knowing well enough that breakfast
sausage is not cat-food. "Which motto was it, Kate?--believe I've lost
track."
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