Things had happened at the Ford which would have concerned Lucy greatly
had she not been over-excited about her own affairs. Some one had
ambushed Bostil in the cottonwoods near his house and had shot at him,
narrowly missing him. Bostil had sworn he recognized the shot as having
come from a rifle, and that he knew to whom it belonged. The riders did
not believe this, and said some boy, shooting at a rabbit or coyote,
had been afraid to confess he had nearly hit Bostil. The riders all
said Bostil was not wholly himself of late. The river was still low.
The boat had not been repaired. And Creech's horses were still on the
other side.
These things concerned Lucy, yet they only came and went swiftly
through her mind. She was obsessed by things intimately concerning
herself.
"Oh, I oughtn't to go," she said, aloud. But she did not even check
Sarchedon's long swing, his rocking-chair lope. She had said a hundred
times that she ought not go again out to the monuments. For Lin Slone
had fallen despairingly, terribly in love with her.
It was not this, she averred, but the monuments and the beautiful
Wildfire that had woven a spell round her she could not break. She had
ridden Wildfire all through that strange region of monuments and now
they claimed something of her. Just as wonderful was Wildfire's love
for her. The great stallion hated Slone and loved Lucy. Of all the
remarkable circumstances she had seen or heard about a horse, this fact
was the most striking. She could do anything with him. All that
savageness and wildness disappeared when she approached him. He came at
her call. He whistled at sight of her. He sent out a ringing blast of
disapproval when she rode away. Every day he tried to bite or kick
Slone, but he was meek under Lucy's touch.
But this morning there came to Lucy the first vague doubt of herself.
Once entering her mind, that doubt became clear. And then she vowed she
liked Slone as she might a brother. And something within her accused
her own conviction. The conviction was her real self, and the
accusation was some other girl lately born in her. Lucy did not like
this new person. She was afraid of her. She would not think of her
unless she had to.
"I never cared for him--that way," she said, aloud. "I don't--I
couldn't--ever--I--I--love Lin Slone!"
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