One Spring morning we had got up early and sauntered out together. I
remember perfectly what our talk was about. Charley had started the
question: ‘How could it be just to harden Pharaoh’s heart and then
punish him for what came of it?’ I who had been brought up without any
superstitious reverence for the Bible, suggested that the narrator of
the story might be accountable for the contradiction, and simply that
it was not true that God hardened Pharaoh’s heart. Strange to say,
Charley was rather shocked at this. He had as yet received the dogma of
the infallibility of the Bible without thinking enough about it to
question it. Nor did it now occur to him what a small affair it was to
find a book fallible, compared with finding the God of whom the book
spoke fallible upon its testimony--for such was surely the dilemma. Men
have been able to exist without a Bible: if there be a God it must be
in and through Him that all men live; only if he be not true, then in
Him, and not in the first Adam, all men die.
We were talking away about this, no doubt after a sufficiently crude
manner, as we approached the house, unaware that we had lingered too
long. The boys were coming out from breakfast for a game before school.
Amongst them was one of the name of Home, who considered himself
superior, from his connection with the Scotch Homes. He was a big,
strong, pale-faced, handsome boy, with the least bit of a sneer always
hovering upon his upper lip. Charley was half a head shorter than he,
and I was half a head shorter than Charley. As we passed him, he said
aloud, addressing the boy next him--
‘There they go--a pair of sneaks!’
Charley turned upon him at once, his face in a glow.
‘Home,’ he said, ‘no gentleman would say so.’
‘And why not?’ said Home, turning and striding up to Charley in a
magnificent manner.
‘Because there is no ground for the assertion,’ said Charley.
‘Then you mean to say I am a liar?’
‘I mean to say,’ returned Charley, with more promptitude than I could
have expected of him, ‘that if you are a gentleman, you will be sorry
for it.’
‘There is my apology, then!’ said Home, and struck Charley a blow on
the head which laid him on the ground. I believe he repented it the
moment he had done it.
I caught one glimpse of the blood pouring over the transparent
blue-veined skin, and rushed at Home in a transport of fury.
I never was brave one step beyond being able to do what must be done
and bear what must be borne; and now it was not courage that inspired
me, but a righteous wrath.
I did my best, got a good many hard blows, and planted not one in
return, for I had never fought in my life. I do believe Home spared me,
conscious of wrong. Meantime some of them had lifted Charley and
carried him into the house.
Before I was thoroughly mauled, which must have been the final result,
for I would not give in, the master appeared, and in a voice such as I
had never heard from him before, ordered us all into the school-room.
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