Happily I saw at once that there might be two sides to the question,
and that it was desirable to know more ere I ventured a definite reply.
I had grown up, thanks to many things, with a most real although vague
adoration of women; but I was not so ignorant as to be unable to fancy
it possible that Charley had been the victim. Therefore, after having
managed to comfort him a little, and taken him home to his rooms, I set
about endeavouring to get further information.
I will not linger over the affair--as unpleasant to myself as it can be
to any of my readers. It had to be mentioned, however, not merely as
explaining how I got hold of Charley again, but as affording a clue to
his character, and so to his history. Not even yet can I think without
a gush of anger and shame of my visit to Brotherton. With what
stammering confusion I succeeded at last in making him understand the
nature of the information I wanted, I will not attempt to describe; nor
the roar of laughter which at length burst bellowing--not from himself
only, but from three or four companions as well to whom he turned and
communicated the joke. The fire of jests, and proposals, and
interpretations of motive which I had then to endure, seems yet to
scorch my very brain at the mere recollection. From their manner and
speech, I was almost convinced that they had laid a trap for Charley,
whom they regarded as a simpleton, to enjoy his consequent confusion.
With what I managed to find out elsewhere, I was at length satisfied,
and happily succeeded in convincing Charley, that he had been the butt
of his companions, and that he was far the more injured person in any
possible aspect of the affair.
I shall never forget the look or the sigh of relief which proved that
at last his mind had opened to the facts of the case.
‘Wilfrid,’ he said, ‘you have saved me. We shall never be parted more.
See if I am ever false to you again!’
And yet it never was as it had been. I am sure of that now. Henceforth,
however, he entirely avoided his former companions. Our old friendship
was renewed. Our old talks arose again, And now that he was not alone
in them, the perplexities under which he had broken down when left to
encounter them by himself were not so overwhelming as to render him
helpless. We read a good deal together, and Charley helped me much in
the finer affairs of the classics, for his perceptions were as delicate
as his feelings. He would brood over an Horatian phrase as Keats would
brood over a sweet pea or a violet; the very tone in which he would
repeat it would waft me from it an aroma unperceived before. When it
was his turn to come to my rooms, I would watch for his arrival almost
as a lover for his mistress.
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