‘What’s the matter?’ she retorted sharply, looking up at me, full in
the face, whether in real or feigned anger I could not tell.
‘How could you talk _of_ that fellow as you did, and then talk so _to_
him?’
‘What right have you to put such questions to me? I am not aware of any
intimacy to justify it.’
‘Then I beg your pardon. But my surprise remains the same.’
‘Why, you silly boy!’ she returned, laughing aloud, ‘don’t you know he
is, or will be, my feudal lord. I am bound to be polite to him. What
would become of poor grandpapa if I were to give him offence? Besides,
I have been in the house with him for a week. He’s not a Crichton; but
he dances well. Are _you_ going to the ball?’
‘I never heard of it. I have not for weeks thought of anything
but--but--my writing, till this morning. Now I fear I shall find it
difficult to return to it. It looks ages since I saddled the mare!’
‘But if you’re ever to be an author, it won’t do to shut yourself up.
You ought to see as much of the world as you can. I should strongly
advise you to go to the ball.’
‘I would willingly obey you--but--but--I don’t know how to get a
ticket.’
‘Oh! if you would like to go, papa will have much pleasure in managing
that. I will ask him.’
‘I’m much obliged to you,’ I returned. ‘I should enjoy seeing Mr
Brotherton dance.’
She laughed again, but it was an oddly constrained laugh.
‘It’s quite time I were at home,’ she said, and gave the mare the rein,
increasing her speed as we approached the house. Before I reached the
little gate she had given her up to the gardener, who had been on the
look-out for us.
‘Put on her own saddle, and bring the mare round at once, please,’ I
called to the man, as he led her and the horse away together.
‘Won’t you come in, Wilfrid?’ said Clara, kindly and seriously.
‘No, thank you,’ I returned; for I was full of rage and jealousy. To do
myself justice, however, mingled with these was pity that such a girl
should be so easy with such a man. But I could not tell her what I knew
of him. Even if I _could_ have done so, I dared not; for the man who
shows himself jealous must be readily believed capable of lying, or at
least misrepresenting.
‘Then I must bid you good-evening,’ she said, as quietly as if we had
been together only five minutes. ‘I am _so_ much obliged to you for
letting me ride your mare!’
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